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Saturday, June 19, 2004

[[wad happen..]]

e time now is 11.26pm. i feel so sad..so stress..i dun wan join singing liao...wad do i get from dere? nothing..they sae i showed no improvement..so wad if i carry on dere? its juz wasting my time..i skip every weeks' service juz to go for my singing class. tat did not help me. instead, i feel so faraway from God..i'm not like me anymore..i'm short tempered now..always do wrong things..dun care abt other's feeling le..so different..i dont like e me now..i wan to be cheerful, caring, nice to ppl..i wan to be a ger God wants me to be..i tell myself, tml is e last day i'm goin to tiong bahru..i wan to go back to church..i dont wanna backslide..i still got tkd. to me, tkd is more important now..maybe last time i would think singing is more important den anything..but now is different le..i know wad i wan....har..feel better le..thanx God..thanx my frenz..=) *hugz* nitez everyone..

*_`yOu LighT Up My Liife``_*[8:42 AM]

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