Wednesday, October 05, 2005
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nOtice tat i didnt update for quite some time..hehe..lazy..went to see doc yesterday n last few days oso..for my ankle n neck..dental appointment comin! its a long time since i went for a dental checkup..hoho afraid of e drilling sound..like making hole in my teeth..but now, cant wait to go! so painful~ cannot laugh too loud oso if not i will tend to open my mouth too big ar den ppl will see e hole le..oh man >.< went to e doc at bugis..didnt noe dere was a clinic dere..haha at first tot i'm going to raffles hospital..=D anyway guys sorry for making u're so worried abt mi..i'm alright now..only tat i still have to obey e doc's law..cannot eat this n tat..cannot drink cold drinks all this..dunno how to survive man..
cOnflicts wif frenz..brought alot of prob to me..i tried to avoid..thats why i see her as invisible..i tot that maybe without contacting her will let both of us feel better..but in e end still here it comes...why msg mi n call me?
its hard to forgive when i think of things n how she hurt me..only want her to understand that, i dont blame her abt tat him le..i'm not angry abt that..its ok to me now..doesnt matter..its e trust..u dont trust me, i dun trust u..u lied to me abt so many things..trying to create trouble for me, not being honest wif me..why lie? i wont laugh at u or wad..or maybe i can stil be by ur side..
i told cher abt my prob, she ask mi to forgive..n i noe that forgiveness is one of God's command too..becos He first love us..n had not given up on her..so why shd i give up on her? its so true that things dun happen juz like tat. it happens for a reason. un forgiveness makes one miserable, but forgiveness brings joy to others n self. miss those time when we always go recess together..almost everywhere together..n wanna let u noe tat i dun hate u..i want to be ur fren..but if only we can be honest wif each other..
*_tired le..busy for one whole day``ja ne!
*_`yOu LighT Up My Liife``_*[12:41 AM]
``~Friendz`