Sunday, February 19, 2006
[[what have this world becoming like? ]]
Hello..
not feelin very good nowadays..disapointment..problems..wishes..discernment..
i dunno what i'm doing now..is like i'm staying at home doin NOTHING. all i do is eat watch tv, go online..do my quiet time..den slp..hai..is like my daily routine..so meaningless..i wanna contribute to this family..i wanna have my own allowance..that i dun have to worry oh how do i get e $$..i cant always save n not work..
i really wonder..why are people so cruel? cruel not only to each other, but to animals..is like see those bois ar, trying to scare e cats..diao~ is like so bo liao lo! eh why not go home n play hide n seek with ur parents la? see them bully people too..mi oso kena before..assult me eh! wah later i call e police ar..n they are like younger den me lo..what are they thinking man!
my mom's company is another case..hai~ so tired of seeing all this..n i'm like doing nothing..so i have no right to judge oso..maybe i still have to check with myself..
pls forgive me frenz..if i have not been a good fren..
i really need God..most of e time i can only feel His presence in church..i feel so so lost..i need sense of direction..what shd i do?
Father i ask of this day..to help me to see e path u hv planned for me..help me to obey You..not forgetting that u are in charge of my tmr..of e road infront of me..n that i will accept anything that u give. Pls Bless my mommy..both of them..n our family..heal Bro ben n restore in him e light, e strength that he nids. I speak faith into him in Jesus Name. and also Bless e ppl around me that they may see ur love for them throu us. in Jesus Name i pray, Amen.
*_`yOu LighT Up My Liife``_*[4:34 AM]
``~Friendz`