=``..~m0i SweeT h0neY pOT..``=

hillsongs -At the cross

2007-06-15T20:34:00.000-07:00

Lindsay Lohan - Drama Queen

2007-04-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

Gareth Gates - What My Heart Wants to Say

2007-04-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

G12

2007-03-19T13:20:00.000-07:00

Yo! hee pass few days busy for the G12 conference..i was e usher for e conference! hee so happy! hee its finally over..but dunno why abit feel abit weird lei.. think becos for the past 3days always in church den now nothing to do..
when i first reach tat i regretted lei..cos i tot i shdnt have go register for e G12 as usher..cos all e people i dunno de! seen some of them before but nv talk to them before..my group members all nv go! so lonely at first..sit one corner to have my dinner..den all ppl look at mi..so pathetic hor..den so lost cos i dunno wad to do..but thank God la..he send mi this aunty very nice de..she is my leader for tat day..2day more jialet ar! ppl so messy..keep pushing all this..den tell them this sector not open yet, they argue wif mi..i'm the usher or are u e usher?! wah..cannot stand them >.<
den slowly talk to the ppl around mi lo..try to mix..haha den one by one noe mi.. i didnt noe so many ppl noe my name! hoho~ den got few uncle like to disturb mi..i tot they very e not friendly de lei..but ok la..they are fun n nice..
3rd day is e most memorable day..i was e catcher! at nite when alter call all usher have to be e catcher..becos not enough ppl..so we run here n dere to catch them lo..cos pastor was praying for them..
these 3days i ate alot! so long nv go jogging liao..so guitly! think this sat i muz take off den go jogging..after that sit down wif sid to have breakfast..wor~~ enjoy life haha!

later working again! no choice..have to work for extra income..hoho

New Begining

2007-01-16T23:33:00.000-08:00

How is everyone?! Its a brand new year! so long nv log in already..recently busy with sch work..many test n exam is coming! i still cant decide whether to take the cert or anot..or shall i leave now? maybe its too late? stress..i feel that i cant pass for this ccna..i have no motivation..no much interest to get that cert..what should i do? God help me!!

this afternoon lesson cancel.. thats y i'm able to come home n rest..but i still have to study! tml got another test..i dunno if i can finish studying.. i do not know what to take for my 2nd year module.. networking or mme? both are not my interest..hai~ why did i enter this course in e first place! arr!! alamak

i'm so tired..think i nid some rest now..haha

*When all things seems impossible, Rem our God is possible =)

Times passes..

2006-11-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

Today as usual, sch..had some arguements..communication error ar..cable doesnt support the distance..haha

tml is my last day at agape..i dunno how to express how i feel..i noe i will miss uncle charles..thinking next time if i meet probs i need to ask can i still ask uncle charles? hai..miss the whole ms sch.. this is one of God's gift to me..the sch and e teacher..i always wanted to learn to worship using my guitar..but slowly i take things for granted..until today i realise how important it is to me..anyway its time to concentrate on my studies! i'll be back! must pray hard that uncle charles will still be dere.. i still have lots to learn..he promise to teach me..but i'm leaving.. uncle Charles call mi just now..he sound kinda shock..i tot i have been reminding him since dunno how many months ago? hoho

things i wanna thank God for:
My music sch,
guitar,
teacher! **

there is so much so much to thank Him for..
God just work in his ways la..at first i didnt really thought that i wud be able to go for guitar lessons..becos if i want, i will have to work for myself..my aunt did sae support me but in e end she suggest that i concentrate on my studies..hmm i have been there for abt 9 months? hee..music brightens up my day~ =D erm not every music. haha

Two mv

2006-11-16T08:30:00.000-08:00

there are one more mv below..by Energy.

Miss the good old days..haha

arr!

2006-10-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

Its cannon in Dmajor! arr!! too bad i dun have e one with e whole orchestra..its nice! enjoy!

falling

2006-10-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

These few days very strong haze ar..my body oso weak liao..hai no appeitite as well..
usually i will have my breakfast before goin to sch..but this time feel like vomiting plus terrible headache..elene sae maybe its gastric flu..think last time i kena gastric flu was 2yrs ago? hmm~
today no pie lesson..so went to airport to have breakfast! arr boring~ hoho but no choice..surprisingly after breakfast i feel better lei..hee

nearing end of lesson backache ar! haiz..old le..so all my frenz muz takecare of health ar..dun like mi too late le den complain..#_#

sunday::

2006-10-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

last nite reached home around 3am..hee went for sid's sis bbq..bought our present not very attractive la..but last min..actually wanna buy her favourite monkey..nvm la next bday ba..O.o

I went to vivo city juz now! heard tat no ppl de..howcome today so crowded..plus alot of shops open..things at reasonable price oso..maybe i can go dere shop for clothes next time..hoho~

Starting sch tml..uncle norman still haven teach mi my ip address..hai~
had pasta for dinner..finally ar..vivo was so packed until we cant even have our dinner dere..so went funan for dinner..hoho no ppl de..dear was abit down..when he look into my eyes i noe his abt to cry..hahaha~ i'm not goin to army tml lei..tml juz sch reopen nia..we still can meet ma..hohoho~ wads my goal for this sem? wait till i noe den i let ur noe k? =D

Backie!

2006-10-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

I'm back~! WOOT! yeah~ something wrong with my modem..so cannot access to internet..but now ok liao..hee cable problem la..

nowadays busy with sch and work as well..have to work den no time to revise my networking..hai..feel that cannot follow lei..too fast le..my brain is only working half e speed of my modem..haha have to dicipline myself..sch goin to start! arr!
i wanna go fishing! wanna enjoy before i start sch..but so pack..no time to rest..not enough sleep as well..thanks to e haze i always kena sore eyes..>.<

next month is my last month of guitar lesson..must save $$ den can buy something for uncle Charles..sob..i will miss him very very much! he is someone God send in my life..so precious.a patient teacher..even when i'm slow he will sit dere n try to listen..to that noise i'm playing..O.o ar muz go look for present already..hee cya guys soon!

=)* min dun everytime sad sad le la..dun worry..u are really a good guy..juz tat ppl dunno how to appreciate u la..see u got a cute buddy like me to lean on ma..=x

::wed to thurs::

2006-09-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

sorry ar..if my choice of color is abit weird..
ytd was mi and piggy's 1yr7month..it was a nice day..but tat lazy pig overslepy..haha but we were too tired la..busy with our own things tat we dun have time to rest..actually we planned to go ps for movie..but ended up at pp for a walk..den east coast..blah..we went to ajisen for dinner..wah really worth it man..though its cheap la..but e food is like..erm..i thing its oso becos of the things we eat la..not all are bad..hoho~
went for a walk den headed home..

Thurs
from today to sat i will not be free..haha cos i have alot of things to accomplish..*wah* er hem` ok i have work today..as usual met some weird customer..den str after tat went for my guitar class..uncle charles sae i've improved!wow! i'm so happy..yeah~ but i got to be better!
next singing success! wo..learn alot today..learn how to sing..learn about my rhythm..alot ar..den again i realise i cant sing! hai.. i nid more practice..hmm tml still have some more class..same routine..tml work den singing success..juz tat tml no guitar class..hee..and finally God assured me! yeah~ spoke to grandma about my prob i'm having now..she is right i shd have my own stand then why should i be afraid of wad others sae? i have to be standing firm! yes!

for the past few wks i tot i lose i passion for guitar..i find it hard to concentrate or even wanting to improve on it..but i guess its me drifting away from God..
one thing God show mi today is, no matter what i have done..it may be i have done something terribly wrong or i fail to obey him, i fail to do this will, He will still love me for who i am! i am so encouraged by this..i prayed last nite..i have done something unrighteous..i have sinned against him..i've been trying to run away from this..but i realise i cant run any where..becos God is everywhere..and i confessed..but i still feel so guitly..but he tells me He still loves me, even i have fail Him..Amen!

Aunt's wedding

2006-09-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

today is my aunt's wedding..until end of e wedding den i noe e bride is my aunt..haha n she remembered mi! arr~!
Den i realise i have cousins as well! wo..it seems like we nv met before ar..she even ask my mom who am i..haha alot of ppl i dunno one..at first i feel really irritated..but halfway through i start to get use to it..hoho especially when my jiejie n xiao gu arrive..very full now..so bloated..dunno how am i goin to lose my 2kg hehe..
overall e food is nice..but e yam paste abit..erm ..#_#
i must really be thankful that i am able to make it home! yes i'm home! *scream*
becos of e "sport car" i cudnt breathe juz now..hahaha thank God i'm home! =D

this week really gonna be a busy week..think wont have enough sleep oso..i have extra networking class starting from fri..but before tat i have to work..after work i have my music class..den after tat church's singing success..teach u how to sing..wah..den another day all e way until next wk..den next wk i dunno how am i going to manage my time man..hai..God grant mi wisdom!

sweet aroma~

2006-09-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

this morning reach sch abt 9am. waited for some students to arrive..at first i was thinking shd i go anot..if not take change bus to sid's hse..haha abit lazy..
at around 9.15am, we left e sch..i kinda regret la..to go for e children's home painting..hee when i reach dere, e more i feel like going home! cos its at enuos! ar doi..hoho~ i can see e big sign at the road dere to my place xD
after all the introduction i realise how fortunate i am..they all look so normal..like no difference from us..e thing is they may not even have parents..quite sad ar..n quite strict oso..i experienced living without parents by my side..so i can somehow understand..so we help them painted e railing outside..haha others help paint e living room..
at about 2? we left the place..hee went shopping! with serene n weiting..serene wanted to buy her earrings..so we went searching for that shop lo..n guess wad, something happen man! haha! =x
finally its at bugis! wah..we took so long to find that place lo..but its quite worth it..cos i bought some too! hee nice nice =D
think we must really be thankful for what we have..the things we r able to afford..we have family love as well..frenz..so good ar..ar! i love my mom! (^.^) oops and my kor too!

*[When lines are gray, help mi not to forget how much you love me`]

wo men zhe me le

2006-09-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

i like this mv.. they are so beatiful!

Chu Dian

2006-09-15T01:32:00.000-07:00

nice mv! so sweet~

ultimate wed

2006-09-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

today i have a dream. a very noble dream. and tat is.............to be like uncle charles! HA ha HA ha xD

one last thing, my dear cried juz now! becos of a super duper suxy phone. who do i live without u~ hahaha!

its over!

2006-09-11T01:10:00.000-07:00

yes! exam is over! yeah~ but too bad..when will this 2yrs be over??? sometimes really hope i can get married den dun nid to study liao..haha! lai ba sid O.o
hai~ no holiday mood..feel abit down after toking to my fren.. feel that i'm not a good ger..maybe gf as well..i'm not faithful..i look at guys..haha sorry dear..
i haven really figure out is he e last guy for me..i still need time..arrr~!
but i have to admit i have a very good bf..haha
later dunno if i'm still joining amy they all for steamboat ma..feeling terrible now..nid a doc..real sinseh n emotion doc..hoho~ cher~! i need u man..pms ar..i nid to rest first..after one wk i will be fine..haha den we can go shopping liao =p

thurs

2006-08-31T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today teacher give tips for exam..alot ar..

hai..i really miss ict1k! i miss ada..i miss huiping..they are my best sis..n other den them still have lafina,xueli..qiu..arr!! goin mad..

Prayer request-
Lord, thank You for e wonderful memory that u have for me..thank you for sending ppl in my life..i have this little request in my heart..o Lord..show me Your way..=(
Amen.

::wed::

2006-08-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

finally! today is e last test for this sem..prepare for exam lo!
Just now i was so disappointed..haha becos of e test..its like most of e Q i dunno how to do..perhaps only mutliple choice can earn marks ar..den i realise many ppl dunno how to do..haha hai if i ever learn my mistake..so "smart" ar..noe ans but dun wanna put..go write other thing..end up wrong >.<

i missed my 2wks guitar lesson..hee quite busy ar..studying n doin project..but i didnt really do anything la..most of e time slack..wah..todays lesson so difficult..e greatest fear! uncle charles teach mi how to play bass wif cord..Arrr!!
i guess i nid more practice ar..slow..n my hearing is bad..i shd be thankful tat uncle charles didnt lose his patient..hee nvm after my exam i have lots of time to practice..i must improve! ha. ha. ha.

teachers day comin! wad shd i give uncle charles?! i really have no idea lei..i think maybe i can make card..but for gifts lei?! oh man.......God wad shd i do?! arrrrr~!

updates*

2006-08-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

faced lots of challenges..tough ar..i nid to learn to control my temper..amazingly i did it..haha not arguing with them..wah its like so unreasonable man..
like always la..i cry..i tell God its really tough for me to love them..n God tells mi tat its easy to love ppl who love me, clicks with me.. its tough to love ppl who oppose Him..who is like ppl i'm facing now..but tats wad he wants mi to do..i rem a verse it saes tat we love ppl who love us n yet not love ppl who God wants us to love, though its tough den wad meaning does it still have? ( something like tat la..)

i had my hair cut ytd..at hougang, near my ms..shorter now..but i think its nicer..my mum saes i look nicer oso..cos it dont cover my face..hee and more comfortable..becos it wont pok my eyes again..
caO dOu hu bought me a lili flower! wah..nice lei..n it matches wad i'm wearing..hoho~

todays service very special..pastor ask all of us to repent..juz recently one of his fren passed away..n he is very active in sharing Christ wif others..he bring ppl to church..until when his gone..den all of them noe he is always living in sin..its like we spend time sharing gospel with others..we do wad we think its right..but we failed to check ourselves with God standard..though we cant meet up to His standard..but at leastwe try to..n we dont live in sin..
Elene sae we shd nv stop toking to God or we wont noe wad will happen to us..

anyway, kena flu again ar..weird ar i nv eat chicken ar..O.o nid to go rest now..cya!

evermore-keyboard

2006-08-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

bonding.day

2006-08-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

This morning have my cmos lesson..as usual, sit in e class n do online test..haha
after test, we have this "bonding" program weird name huh..hoho but this certainly is a great one..hehe thank God for giving me this chance to get close to them..i really appreciate it..though e games not very fun la..first game still ok la..but e rock climbing really is a tough one..i sweat alot u noe! so scary..i'm afraid of heights ma..hehe

though our group never win any prize but still we learn something la..we all nid each other..game ma..den in groups..so have to listen to each other's advice..
we oso encounter some probs..but not totally my fren'z fault ar..who noes..its only a game..most importantly we can get together n enjoy this "bonding"..hahaha
quite disappointed juz now..becos i didnt manage to finish e rock climbing..hai..halfway lei..but still i chose to give up..its like my arms already shaking le..cannot hold on any longer..i want to be fit! O.o

ok tats all for today..=D

meaningful wkend

2006-07-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

hello! long time nv hear from me hor? hehe its been really meaningful wks for me..i joined this organisation..Singapore Youth for Christ! its fun! n exciting..haha get to know lots of new frenz..learn alot oso..most importantly, i found e answer to e impossible questions! hahaha

sad to sae..thurs is end of our short serve program..sad ar..i will miss those days i spend wif them de..but thank God tat i get to know this group of frenz..tat i did not miss his blessing!! =D
learn alot abt str.E..learn how to plan programs..hoho though not very well la..but learning ma..den carole joined us..haha think she enjoy oso..becos we have bunch of crazy frenz..=x

sch starting soon..sad lei..i haven finish all my shopping n saving of $$ lei..if i start work den i cannot work liao..den no time for sleep as well..>.<

hope oneday i can really meet out all my frenz for shopping! if i got e $$..hehe

what is e problem?

2006-07-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

i notice something..when i'm troubled, i wud prefer to stay alone..dun understand..haha

this morning went to e nearby centre for e old folks to stay around n chit chat for e survey..doin for cip i think..sad ar..last for abt one wk..but i can only make it for today..tml going for syfc..whole day programme =)

after everything..went back home..play wif my guitar..den sleep until 3.30? woke up..couldnt sleep well..juz keep turning..maybe something wrong with e weather ba..haha this is when everything started..

whats wrong with me?! i have no idea..like so many things juz went through my mind..my personal prob..e course i'm attending..guitar..my dreams..alot..juz cant finish..people who cares about me, pls dun question me..i juz dun wish to sae..i read one verse..very true..each person reap wad he sows..

i enjoy goin jogging when i'm down..i will really jog until i'm tired, or when i think i nid some air..haha couldnt breath juz now..nearly fainted..but thank God i make it home..after some slow walk..near weather in e evening..

thinking about sid's exam make mi worry..if still he couldnt overcome this fear of maths..den i can really wait for e time to send him off..juz pray hard ba..u muz overcome k! i will be here praying..=)

though life is difficult, still..i have to move on...........when will this end?

``Cherish..

2006-06-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

I need to learn how to cherish all my friends..bad ones and love ones..i can t imagine not having them by my side..Those times where I need to face challenges..Sometimes I do wish I could hide myself..Den I can really escape from lousy situation..

Last Fri, I went for bs..Den straight after I rush down to parkway to celebrate serene’s bday..I still remember our da tou promises..One of them is that we will never fail to meet up for each other’s bday..Becos we wudnt want anyone of us to be left alone or disappointed..
But again, becos of work..This time things dun goes so well..I’m late for the meetin..Den yongjie never make it..er ge told me serene cry becos of this..Kinda sad. I really don’t know what to sae..Except to sit there and sing..hai~ its getting late..and dodo and nic left..the whole room is like only the four of us..where is the rest?! Gone..i start to wonder..are we really a family? Or just deceiving ourselves that day really looks for different..may be I’m thinking too much..

Today as usual, went for sch..Boring.
During sw lesson, teacher wants us to play floorball..sad..My current group doesn’t like it..it makes mi think of the past..where our happy company enjoyed playing with each other..we always go together as a group..eat together..our favourite place, bugis. Hahaha when I think of them I can really laugh..really precious moments..

Everything passes..people have to leave, we have to grow..today Sid sae to me again..never let my friends go..cherish them..one group I know still will stand by my side. And always will.. is cher,min,dodo,peck,my spiritual family, my family members and of cos my cao dou hu!
Be there to walk through death with me? There is only one person. Jesus Christ.

fri!

2006-06-09T09:59:00.000-07:00

I love fri! its soooo good to have fri in our calendar..hahaha cos it is when i can slp late den wake up late..=D

today went to huiping's sis bday party..quite ps ar..cos dun really noe her..but she invited mi ma..so dunno how to sae no oso..den i can oso meet ada they all..so i think not a bad idea oso..hehe
meet shiyu in sch today..den he bring me to ada's new home..quite nice u noe..not bad lei..but too bad cannot use e master bedroom..though of asking my mom to move dere oso..haha
den we reach huiping's place around 7.30 i think..actually e party starts at 6 ar..but becos some things caught up..so late lo..
had lots of fun dere..really miss those days =)

time cant juz stop here..so we have to move on..around 10++ reach e bus stop..den change to ang mo kio to take my bus home..very tired now..but everything juz went on well..den reach home abt 12++..

my head is spinning already..nitez.......

wad the!

2006-05-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

todays test soooooo fun! hahaha like within 20mins we all can finish already..hoho but think not every test like today's thank God! hoho i juz go sch for abt 1hr den go liao..hoho~ tml have guitar lesson! yeah~!

Juz now mi n sid went to e nearest market to have our dinner..wah! u noe ar there is two kids ar trying to steal our wallet! oh man..lucky sid notice they were looking at us..den still point point..kao! u wanna steal still point us for wad! worst they ran to our place wanted to take our wallet..den sid immediately grab our wallet..thank God! i think really God's help lo..cos sid always very blur..but he notice juz now! phew~ think of it ar make mi wanna join police force more den i can catch those people. wahahhaah~!!

after our dinner we went to supermarket shop shop lo..after tat we saw tat two guys again..stealing other ppl's thing diao~

today have some arguement wif my fren..hai..dun wanna tok abt it..juz pray tat tml will be a better day.

thanksgiving

2006-05-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

i notice nowadays i cant rem wad happen even juz few hrs ago..oh man..wad happen to me..getting old? or becos i nv use my brain for a long time..hahaha

this morning wake up early for serivce..hehe thank God my alarm still works..hehe time to get a new phone too..waitin for sept..=D
i worked last nite..quite miss those days..n i find myself able to communicate wif anuty n joyce well..they have been very encouraging..especially for e past few wks..when things are not goin well..they always try to make mi think positive..aunty calls me to find out how i'm doin..hehe thank u~

today after service went to e food expo..hai den i notice i keep eating this few days..especially cake...den nv take fruits oso..bad ar..not healthy liao..juz now even have difficult breathing after i ate e cake..my hse got too many cake..tat time wad becos of prima e sales ar..so my mom bought a few box home..den now becos its my bro's bday..choco cake especially..how?! i haven plan how to celebrate n i have sch! i haven got his present yet! oh no..so last min lei..
after e food expo we went to tampines mall..wah so sian lo..i see e place..hai..but feel better goin wif them ~_~

anyway,today pastor call us to pray for those less fortunate country..like east timor all this..n e earthquarke juz happen recently..when pastor call us to pray..i feel nth..but as i pray..i feel e pain tat they are goin throu..like losing their love ones..their homes..so lost..feel sad for them..i think we shd be thankful that we still live in a peaceful country..able to befren wif different racial..n we have more christians compared to them..we have clothes to wear..nice food..all this..n tat we have e privilege to ask for things we want..n becos we noe God so we are nv alone..thank God for being so merciful to us..n providing all our nids..especially this tough times in sch or at work.. thank U!

*spend ur time counting ur blessings n not complaining =)

trying..-

2006-05-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today i went sch for only about 1hr den went back home..haha rest ar..quite tired actually..n got nothing to do also..

at about 3+ went back school for test..today pass very fast..thank God for that..

for e past few days..i keep praying about e class thingy..and whether tat is e answer..though he keep telling me it is, but still i refused to admit..its so difficult..i'm facing everything new..e travelling time is quite ok..but e problem lies with my class..like i have nth to tok to them..i feel so extra..maybe becos i'm new so they dun really tok to me..but its ok la..now i'm slowly learning how to get use to be alone..for time being..O.o

God showed me his love n care for this 2wks..i feel so down for e past few days..n i did not want to obey him..though i know wad i needed to do..tat few days ar..i keep waking up late..or reach e bus stop late..den see e bus juz pass throu in front of me..diao..now not so familiar wif sch n teachers ma..so muz guai guai cannot late..so i prayed very hard lo..tat bus wil come soon..haha but God never fails..he always ans my prayer..n for today's test i dunno whether its wrong anot la..my frenz helped me again..>.< how can i forget when i juz learn it yesterday!!

now dun really care which class i'm in already..i juz wish tat i can pass my higher nitec wif good grades..i thank God for frenz that have been by my side..encouraging me..
like carole..cher..min..my dear..cant really rem now..hehe but i'm happy to have them as my bestest fren..=D when min called me to tok to me i really feel like crying..haha words juz cant describe how i feel..for that few moments i felt so lost..like never before..like i entered a wrong class..maybe in e first place i shdnt have been dere..
ya..i juz miss them too much..but really thank God for every moment of my life..thanks carole for ur encouragement as well..n e mails..haha

love my frenz (^^,)

school..

2006-05-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today is my second day of sch in ite tampines. Hai.. not doing very well there..

Miss my frenz. My ex classmates. My group. I miss them all! Though yi qi is in e same class as me. I still feel the same..maybe becos she is not my usual gang..kind of miss ada they all. still thinking if huiping can come join us den that wud be great..hai..juz keep dreaming someday I wud be able to change class..Or rather "mix" with them..
After today i feel like as if i'm going to sch becos that’s e only way to poly. So meaningless.no books. Break time so long..Think longest is 3.30hr siao ar..Den e latest time we end is 6.30 becos of e break in between..Sot lei! I juz cant wait to leave e sch man..but this is juz e second day!
I'm still thinking if I can work hard and get 3.5 for all..But now my dream is so far away..

Last nite when min called to ask mi abt my sch..Dunno y juz cried..Haha maybe I juz miss them too much..Normally if I’m not same class as min I wud surely be in e same sch as him..But now his so far away oso..my bf oso! so bored..miss peck peck too! hai..life is not wad I imagine..i tot i'm going dere to study? haha

heard that yongjie got into laselle..happy for him..i hope i can get in too..den i can join e music one..wow..like so nice and high class ar..hoho

juz now my piggy come my hse find me..haha quite worry abt mi..becos of last nite's conversation..dun worry la..juz pray for me lo..den hope i will be fine SOON..i wish i make tat decision like carole n ping..but its too late..i handed in e $$, bought e uniform..but bad ar..cant find my sch skirt..hai..maybe i shd wear my bro's pants go instead..haha

still i'm so blessed..with frenz..though not in my sch for now..i juz contiune to pray tat i can transfer class..

Yeah Fri no sch~!

`.sunday.`

2006-05-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

its sunday! hoho went for church service this morning..hee..thank God cos i forgot to on my alarm's vol..hee so cannot hear anything..but i juz woke up myself..hoho
this morning's pastor preach about erm..i forgot e title but i rem points..haha =x one part is that people know there is a God but they dont wanna seek Him..weird ar..most of us think that we can solve prob ourselves but it is written without God, we are nothing..den some think that oh i shdnt ask God for help it will trouble Him or rather his too busy to help. diao~ but e fact is God want us to rely on Him..and his e God almighty! how can things trouble Him lei..he can juz snap den everything will be gone..but becos he chose to let us go throu and he believe we can take it by faith!
so must obey ar..so wont fall so easily..hai~ i'm toking to myself >.<

after service mi and cher juz shop at simei area lo..so bored ar..nothing to do..den waiting for sid to come find us..but becos cher meeting her sis so i went home after that..

around 3+ sid come my hse! hee den we went out la..go walk walk..den dunno how we walk can walk until chinatown..wah..dun dare to go visit auntie..scare later they find mi go work again.. so scary~
wahaha so happy my kor now holiday..den we can go fishing together! must continue to pray for my family and my studies ar..God help me! i know u heard this! =p=P=p=P=p

..`wOrthy..

2006-05-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

Praise God! i'm back! so tired now..juz came back from so many places..hehe..

now today is bud's bday! haha he is my bud so i cant afford to forget his bday ar..hoho~ this morning wake up liao den watch tv lo..as usual..den practice my guitar..after that have fish porridge wif mom..den went for my guitar lesson..had a great time with uncle charles..he sae i improved alot! wahaha~ so happy
i told him my dream is to be a guitarist..haha so muz practice everyday..quite surprise oso ar..cos normally i not like tat de..think becos i ask God to help mi in my guitar oso..haha Thank U! =D

after my lesson, had to rush to tm for bud's celebration ..lucky we reach dere earlier den wad we expected..hehe met them already den we went to seoul garden for our dinner! yum~ tat time i went with dear but not very nice lei..think tm better..more food to choose..hoho we stil tot of taking photo together after meal..but too bad la..we eat till 9.30 like tat den go..haha

recently spend too much $$ le..now have some prob..especially with my ms fee..hai..i pray that God will provide me..only he noe how much i need ar..dunno how long i can cope with it..Help me Father! i dont wanna give up my guitar..now i think only my music can make mi go on..especially when u are so lost, like u got no sch..can u imagine? i'm only this yr old den i'm not studying already..disappointed with myself..playing music help mi relieve stress..of cos not forgetting trusting in God's provision..=)

hope bud enjoyed this day that God created n our planning..(^^,)

friends*..

2006-05-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Nv update my blog becos i'm lazy..haha last few days have been a busy wk for me..though i dont really know wad i'm busy with..

today i went to uncle daniel's hse..one of my church member..becos he cant see well..so have to go help out..his dog ar so naughty..always disturb..hoho at first i tot e dog will bark at us..but no lei..he juz smell den walk pass us..weird doggie..

last nite tok to my sista about our prob..like wad we are facing now..i feel that its easy to praise God..but its hard to praise HIm from our heart..after all e disappointment, i feel so dry..i even forget my God can do all impossible things..but juz that i feel it hard to stand up again..even to do wad i shd be doing..
i juz thank God for my frenz..all e activities to keep me busy..and still thank Him for e church..most of my frenz sae poly life very stressful..sometimes i rather i have sch work to stress..den sitting here thinking wad i shd do now..hai~ but maybe its a blessing too..u see e color of my font u see my mood oso la..so blue..hahaha

many frenz bday comin up..stress oso ar..dunno if i can save enough $$ for their present..and all e outings..aiyo..maybe i shd go back to work? think for now my happiest day is wed,sat n sunday..wed i have my guitar class..sat sid acc me go shopping n my kor is back..sunday i get to go church..haha

so surprise that some of my frenz is interested in guitar..weird ar..like that time i asked but nobody wanna learn..den until now i have my own teacher den they wanna learn..hoho but still have to pay full price ar..but i'm glad though..hoho~
i must go back to Him..i must do my QT le..if not i really will lose battle oneday..

PreciOus memOriez

2006-04-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

Last nite was really a great gathering..had lots of fun..so happy to see all of them..

in e afternoon, met peck n dodo for lunch at pasta..their treat becos its my bday! haha abit sian ar..halfway..peck oso..too much tomato liao..hoho~ den went for a walk..after that peck tired le..so we find a place to sit..settle down at mac cafe..nice enviroment,nice weather..haha we chit chat all e way until tc..haha

about 6.30 left tc and went to kbox to meet my da tou family n some frenz..celebrating my bday there..waited for my kor n sao zi..hehe..wah..e food not nice lo! its like never change de..den so de not fresh >.< didnt eat much..(think so) hoho~

about 12? or earlier i went to e toilet..when i came back that time so surprising! saw them standing in line..i was still thinking howcome my kor standing outside e room..hahaha actually to check out i came back already anot ..hoho~ so fun..hahaha i even forgotten about that its my bday! wah..den that part so touching lo..i always enjoyed celebrating bday with my da tou family..they always make things so sudden..den so surprising oso..wah..took some photo wif gege men..n some frenz..didnt up load becos still haven receive yet..

time juz passes so quickly..n now its going to be another day..so much good memories..juz thinking if next time when we enter different school, will i still get to meet all of them? for my da tou family i think its not a prob..but for our happy company..i will certainly miss them..cos all have different dreams n activity..cant possibly make time for all of us..its time to step out of my comfort zone..

wanna thank my gege men for all de planning n presents..for my er ge,san ge,er sao,si ge(for once i call him "ge" =D) serene my da tou family! they bought mi a jacket..with three stripes..haha
my kor n da sao for e time they had..n always remembering my bday..=)
bear for e bluetooth thing..hee haven figure out how to use yet xD
dodo n peck for e present..n willing to spend time with me instead of their bfs. haha i like e shirt very much..
not forgetting my lao zhi...haha for e bag..haha sorry ar..keep asking those question u dun wanna ans..hee

i'm so blessed! wooT! juz cant wait to see them again (^^)

sO Blessed!

2006-04-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

hee! 20mins to my bday! so happy today..haha had a great times together with my ite frenz n cell..hoho~

went to mummy's hse this morning very early ar..like abt 9.20 we reach queenstown mrt..so sleepy..but still have to prepare e food n my guitar thingy..wait for all my frenz to come..there are late again..haha same old prob..but thats their style thats why ar i think our happy company all very cool..hoho~ we all have our different pattern in doing things..=D

so we start eating ..after that our performance..hoho lucky not ask mi to dance wor O.o den cut cakes becos uncle charles have to leave early..after that we watched passion of Christ..

i cant believe that i will forget some of my frenz..diao~ until they mention then i remember..anyway i have limited invitation..so i cant invite all my frenz..sorry if i have forgotten you..becos i think its not very good after all i'm using other ppl's $$ to have this party..

i thank God for this day..that is so memoriable..like i can gather with others again..my sisters n close frenz..thanks cher for doing e planning n cooking for us..haha aunty mary oso..hoho cos i dunno how to cook ar..so better dun take e risk..heh heh~thanks mummy for sponsoring mi.. n uncle norman as well..thanx u~ i never really have this kind of feeling before..like celebrating at my hse..with my family (^^) i feel so blessed..to have so many frenz that rem my bday..n wonderful presents as well..actually when u all reach i already very happy already..ar..
so tired now..i better go slp..nitez~ thanx for attending my bday party =)

Fishy!

2006-04-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

Yo! went fishing today! too bad cher cannot make it..hehe..quite fun actually..but i caught nothing >.<

sid was late again! reach my house about 10++? so paiseh..i msg shiuan n say 9am at my place end up about going to 11 den we start to leave i think..took a cab there..e driver overshot den nvm..wah..e uncle was like soooo attitude! but lucky not to us..hee..
when we reach it was like so hot lo..e wholeplace macham like goin to melt..#_# and we stood there for quite some time..even had our lunch..n shiuan asked God for a fish..n God did give her that little fish..haha but thats e only we caught e whole afternoon..den about 3? it started to rain..wah..e rain was like so big until we can be blown away lo..cher called mi n warn mi abt e rain..but too bad la..too late ar..hoho~ lucky me, i bought an umbrella! wahaha~ there were shelter though..but still wet lei..e shelter i think for sun only..cannot shelter rain ar..hoho~
we juz stood dere n wait for e rain to stop..thank God He made e rain smaller so we could leave e place..den reach dunno where..took a cab home..wah~
Home Sweet Home~ hoho =D
But overall i still thank God for this outing..haha and He brought a fren to us as well! ^.^

Trusting Him.`-

2006-04-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

Didnt update my blog for quite some time..com having prob for e past few days..haha nid to fetch it to hospital. O.o (not funny >.<)

for e past few weeks are really hard for me man..i'm sure for some of my frenz as well..regarding to poly enrollement..school is starting soon..but yet we still have no idea whether we can get into our only hope,nyp. hoho~ i'm happy for san ge and min..becos i wont have to worry for them..hee..but as for myself n some frenz, i will continue praying..until deres a answer from God.

next week will be the last week i'm working in chinatown..maybe i will miss them..haha or will miss those melting days..(^^)

dont really have much to say..hmmm..still wanna say Thank God for my guitar class! wahaha~! i will try my best to be e best guitarist! maybe among my cell O.O er hem`` sorry cher . =D

i like this song very much..but dont have it..maybe it can encourage the people who are lost n empty now..

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
Only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my things but losses
To the glory of the Lord

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

Conference

2006-03-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

Hey! hehe..juz finish e international G12 conference..i really enjoyed dere. i can hang wif my spiritual family..e usual group i'm wif in church..i feel good when with them..cos they are part of my family! especially FCBC. =D

first day of conference-

we reach there about 6++ the conference start at 7pm. then we went in for worship session then lesson 1,2..end at about 11? head home after that..have to wake up early next day..

day2 of conference-

woke up at about 7..had my breakfast with sidney..big breakfast..haha then reach church at about 8+..book sits for mummy n family..we had alot of breaks in between haha everytime when its near to break time we will be so excited..cos refreshments are nicer den our lunch n dinner! hoho alot of weird weird food..with peas n all this..yummy~! i left e place at abt 6.30pm..becos i have dinner..my grandma's birthday..feel so lost when i reach dere..becos i didnt see them for quite some time already..so like abit strange..hee..but when i reach dere i start to miss e church haha! i miss my spiritual family..my pastor.....blah blah..after dinner mi n my mom went to e pasar malam dere walk walk..nothing much to see though..

last day of conference-

so excited! cos its sat n we have church! arr no la..excited about e sermon..becos pastor is goin to preach my favourite sermon..hoho~ den we follow e schedule..end at abt 10+. i really learn quite alot dere.. n i believe we are much closer now..i start to really like this family..like so different..i have a great pastor, great ppl over dere..i'm proud of them! =D

today-

i woke up early...becos i have duty..then again, i was late..hehe..thank God, my brother n gf came to church..n its first time..though i know they dont really like ppl to call them for follow up or wadeva..but i will continue praying..until something really happen..i believe i have e power to tranform lives. Becos Jesus is with me! Amen!

Requests to my Father :

i Thank you for reminding me that my future is in ur hand..that i need not worry..whether i get into poly anot..let it be ur will..(maybe its becos i forgot to send my cert too =x) but i will continue to trust u for e answer..help me to have e compassion to love others like Jesus..to look at them as how Jesus look at them..i know i shd not give up on them..becos Jesus have not given up on them..teach me how to help them, wad to do. i thank You for my guitar lesson..for e blessings u have given me..my spiritual family..this church as well..i thank You for sending sid too.. n my bro,mom,chen shiuan. Father i ask that u will reveal to them ur power n ur love..that they might come to know u..that they will know that You are real..thank You Father.
Amen. =)

way to go!

2006-03-15T08:48:00.000-08:00

today attended my first guitar lesson..hehe..though teacher sae i did well..n its not difficult to teach me..but still my strumming still sound so terrible..now already learning plucking..my teacher sae its very easy..so he teach mi this first..quite ok la..but only for some cords i play no sound lei..weird lei..dunno is mi weird or my guitar..haha feelin better now..after my piggy's prayer n God's encouragment..ya never give up..for God promises are always true..=D

latest news ar..poly JPAE rejected me! yeah~! haha happy for min..he got in..thank God for that..now i mi n cher plus my other frenz waiting for e DAE..i asked grandma to pray for me..actually i tot if i can enter a music school that is full time..n its a christian music school..juz learn how to praise God make music to Him..it wud be so great~ haha

tml is e G12 conference..juz hope my mom dun ask much..n lets prepare for God's blessing tml! =)

Mighty Is The Power Of The Cross

What can take a dying man and
Raise him up to life again?
What can heal a wounded soul?
What can make us white as snow?
What can fill the emptiness?
What can mend our brokenness?
Brokenness

CHORUS:
Mighty, awesome, wonderful
Is the holy cross
Where the Lamb laid down his life
To lift us from the fall
Mighty is the power of the cross

VERSE(2):
What restores our faith in God?
What reveals the Father's love?
What can lead the wayward home?
What can melt a heart of stone?
What can free the guilty ones?
What can save and overcome?
Overcome

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
It's a miracle to me
It's still a mystery
It's a miracle to me
The power of God
For those who believe

By chris tomlin

faithful Him..

2006-03-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

yeah! i'm feeling good now..but not this afternoon..i went to check out about my phone thingy..den i realise i cant buy now..cos i have to pay extra $100..i tot maybe i can fork out $100 more..but after awhile was like..so dunno wad to do..sid sae its not worth it..maybe i think its alright becos i juz wan that phone now..but maybe its juz "now"..

my aunt who is also my god ma..i chatted wif her online..n i told her i really wanna learn guitar..and have my own teacher..but i juz dun have enough $$ to support..my job is like so unstable..hai..i've been praying about it..and i tot maybe God didnt wan mi to learn guitar..i felt so hopeless..until juz now, my aunt sae she wanna sponsor me! its so impossible lo..normally they would think i'm juz wasting my time..but now i got it! i'm having my guitar lesson next week..its like a dream come true! Thank God! =D =D =D =D

i msg my da sao to tell her how i feel too..n she tell mi is like win n i lost something too..i got my guitar lesson..n i lost e hope of getting that handphone that i always wanted..when i was walking to e music sch..i saw this verse.."make a joyful noise unto e Lord, make music......." cant rem all..den i stop for awhile..i tot really??? haha but dere it is..my agape music school! I'm comin~!

He just make everything turn out so well..i still rem this few days, i kept reading e same thing..relating to his promises..He is a promise keeper.. ikeep telling him i noe..but i nv tot it wud happen to me..but now see, its like a gift from heaven..hehe..i think i'm going to make a pair of new glasses too..nowadays like abit blur oso..even with glasses..my mom sae have to check every year..so think next week den go check la..hee..i dunno how i shd thank my aunt..dunno how i shd thank God..but i really wanna sae thank You! *muack! =D

what have this world becoming like?

2006-02-19T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hello..

not feelin very good nowadays..disapointment..problems..wishes..discernment..
i dunno what i'm doing now..is like i'm staying at home doin NOTHING. all i do is eat watch tv, go online..do my quiet time..den slp..hai..is like my daily routine..so meaningless..i wanna contribute to this family..i wanna have my own allowance..that i dun have to worry oh how do i get e $$..i cant always save n not work..

i really wonder..why are people so cruel? cruel not only to each other, but to animals..is like see those bois ar, trying to scare e cats..diao~ is like so bo liao lo! eh why not go home n play hide n seek with ur parents la? see them bully people too..mi oso kena before..assult me eh! wah later i call e police ar..n they are like younger den me lo..what are they thinking man!

my mom's company is another case..hai~ so tired of seeing all this..n i'm like doing nothing..so i have no right to judge oso..maybe i still have to check with myself..
pls forgive me frenz..if i have not been a good fren..

i really need God..most of e time i can only feel His presence in church..i feel so so lost..i need sense of direction..what shd i do?

Father i ask of this day..to help me to see e path u hv planned for me..help me to obey You..not forgetting that u are in charge of my tmr..of e road infront of me..n that i will accept anything that u give. Pls Bless my mommy..both of them..n our family..heal Bro ben n restore in him e light, e strength that he nids. I speak faith into him in Jesus Name. and also Bless e ppl around me that they may see ur love for them throu us. in Jesus Name i pray, Amen.

My Valentine``~

2006-02-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

Hey HapPy Valentine! this morning so tired..woke up early to acc my mom go see doc..den we waited for like 1/2 hr or more..den finally! is my mom's turn, e person sae doc forgot to circle e choice..so we have to go find e nurse..den reque..oh my goodness!! its was like so unfair! ur doc forgot to circle n now u asking mi to reque??? wad to do..oh man..so here we go again...waited for soooooo long..nearly blackout..feel like vomiting..n my legs n hands shaking..think its becos i'm sick n i still have to stand for so long..cmi faster go to e toilet..but vomit air..didnt have my breakfast..so didnt eat my med oso..2hr later..finally! my mom's turn AGAIN. so went in with her this time..den after everything, we went to make payment, went home happily..haha

Slept for awhile..till 2..waited for sid's cal..den he tell mi he dismiss liao..diao~ so got to prepare everything before he comes..he come n fetch me..

had my dinner at ps..pizza..wah..so full lo..den e person give wrong pizza..diao~ haha its good that we nv eat tat..hoho~ after dinner, walk to marina to buy my socks..after that walk for awhile den go home..so tired now..but its good!

had a wonderful time with him..he bought mi a dress!! wow..its like first time someone buy me a dress..n its sweet..white with pink ribbon..cool~ e box n decoration is like ......... nth can really describe it..juz like in e dreamland..haha Thank God for giving us these wonderful time too..for always teaching us wads right.. n to be righteous always.. thank u! *mauck (^^)

Good nite, n have a blessed Valentine readers!

day to day

2006-02-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

lazy to update my blog..haha i'm sick now..got sore throat n flu..ate too much heaty food liao..

actually staying at home is still not a bad thing..haha wonder y some ppl will get bored..btw, i've learnt how to make cross sitch already! haha thanks to sid's mom..hee..now doin pouch for myself..

valentine day comin..i've already thought of what to buy already! but den dunno if its a good idea..haha

this sunday i have a sister joining us for church..so happy..its been quite some time after that thing happen..den she left church..but thank God that she still make an effort to msg me..n ask mi to meet her..^.^

as i was looking throu my pic folder, saw some pic took with my classmates..their picture..and i rem all e fun times we had..its like so wonderful..times we spend together..especially 4 in love..and this happy company that formed not too long..really hope oneday we can have our gathering again..maybe we should open bbq pit..den have our party..hoho

so tired now..think i better get some rest..hehe..juz woke up not long ago..hahaha!

-MIA to CNYDay1toDay3-

2006-01-31T22:13:00.000-08:00

its been sometime since i update my blog..busy working for this new yr..haha is fun working wif them at chinatown..kinda miss those days..especially night shift..haha can see e people squeeze here and dere..but mi? juz stand dere n have my own space..wahaha~

through e job, i have come to know new frenz..even ppl from same family..know how to communicate with strangers..how to bargain n argue..O.o of cos dere are times when i really feel so fed up n hope everything finishes soon..hoho~ but all of this is wad i have to go throu..

New year eve-
after work, met sid n cher..den min..for dinner..walk for awhile..bought my new yr snacks..den waited for bud..hai~ disappointed* he shd noe..but i guess until now he still dont understand my msg ba..anyway, went home after that becos min not feelin well..sid n cher stayed at my hse..until midnite we send cher to mrt..den contiune to wait..*_* for sid's parent..felt asleep ar..too tired le..

new yr day 1 -
First day of new year~ yeah~~! nothing special actually..slept late..so woke up late..hoho reach ah ma hse abt 3? weird no ppl..hahahaha cos all went off already! save my mummy's ang pow..hoho~ night have our dinner..den went home
(why do we have new yr?)

day2-
meet sid at kovan..have our lunch..den to my grandma hse..he got red packet from my ah ma of cos..den chat for awhile..go help out to prepare dinner..have our dinner already, set of to sid's place..visit his parent..until 11++ den he send mi home..
(so full~ ate alot >.<)

day3-
finally day 3! nth to do..went to grandma's bro hse..sat dere..doin nth..except eating non-stop..went off to ah ma's hse..
(i'm bored =0)

THE END-

wuhoo~

2006-01-25T09:17:00.000-08:00

Busy working nowadays..fun wor..haha i tot aunty dun wan mi le..have to look for other job..O.o but good wor, she called mi..sae she nid ppl..haha den today i ask aunty if she wan min go work..but she sae i better..haha den today they make fun of me..ask mi wear necklace so weird de..wif flower..haha but they are nice ppl..i Thank God for letting mi work in this place..got to know some frenz..christian or non-christian..they are nice ppl..n i have learn how to be thick skin oso..haha especially with customer who like to argue e price..n wad so ever..haha but is fun!

i always think that if i cud finish everything den juz stop it wud be nice..haha juz sitting at home..den fri bs,sunday church n class..thats it..but now i noe tat certainly i will miss them..they are e nicest bunch of ppl i met in my work place..they care whether i have eaten anot,care whether i'm tired..even joyce have gastric prob,she noes that i'm hungry but she will always let mi have my dinner first..thoughtful hor?

today is mi n piggy dunno 11 month or 1yr..heh heh~ lost count..dun always look down urself ar..even God sae u are his child, who dares to sae no? devil have to run first when they see u..becos God have given u all authority ma! who dares to mess with u? but use it in good ways k? hoho thank God for this thoughtful big tummy sweet piggy~

btw, CNY is comin! yeah~! i got my new clothes..new shoes..den new accessories..haha looking forward to it..but kind of bored when i think i have to spend $$ buying those snacks..hoho~ anyway i will be working till new yr eve..so frenz wont get to see mi more often..haha den u all will have peace..O.O

Good nite! God Bless u~ =D

shack~

2006-01-15T05:56:00.000-08:00

hey~ i'm so tired now..eyes have no more strength..haha but weird i still can type!
today have our morning church service as usual..den went for my meeting to brief about next wk's duty..at first when sally ask who wanna partner mi, nobody answered..all have their own frenz..so disappointed at first..thinking "huh..i shdnt have join this man.." haha apologise for thinking this way..anyway, joe n winnie saw this.. n they volunteer to help mi..so i'm in charge of e handicap now..n they will help mi on that day..thank God for that..=D

after my meeting we set of to tampines mall! cos min lo..wanna buy his shirt >.< at first i tot e sale was over..dunno wad to do..cos i made him happy for nothing..haha but when halfway to interchange, i saw e LP sale! hehe blur mi forget to ask my kor which baleno ..hoho~

took bus to bugis..den walk to suntec..den marina..hoho~ this time is me! wanna buy skirt..all not nice one..look nice but dun look nice on me..so nvm lo~ look for others lo..den saw this black one..quite nice..think that is e only one that suits mi ba..haha but dear sae abit short..hoho~ tried e shirt at Lp..min so funny~ ask mi to wear jacket if i wearing that shirt..hoho~ thanks for being so sweet..haha

e sales ger sae i very blur. #_# tell mi am i? i only look blur k..but not inside..haha but who noes O.O anyway today is a great day that God has made!

shopping!

2006-01-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

yoz~! today everything went well for me. =D i bought shoes n a shirt for new year..white long sleeve wif flowers..haha may sound o bang la~ haha but it look nice!

met cher at abt 1++ wif min..went to cin to have our lunch..e jap food taste weird..like very salty..maybe i add too much soya sauce? hoho~ it was really a blur day..haha we walk everywhere..dunno where wanna go..but cher recommanded zara..so we went..e clothes dere are quite nice..but most are those business wear..so in e end we went off to far east! that is e fun part..haha cant really tell u wad happen..but its really nice! we were shopping for clothes..den i saw this nice shirt at 2%..so i bought..cher saw 2shirt she like it.but looks weird on her..maybe its becos of e color..so she give up in e end..e sales ger was like "-_-" face turn black sia..hoho~ nvm la..sales is like tat..

den we saw this klearcut salon..its very nice..they have nice deco n nice ppl over dere..we was thinking if we shd get our hair done today..becos really dun have e shopping mood..juz feel like cutting our hair..haha ^.^ walk alot..finding which shop is suitable for us..haha den oso muz think of e price..which is more reasonable..in e end we still went to klearcut..haha

cher so friendly..who help her do hair she tok to who..haha instead of ppl entertaining her, is like she trying to lift up e atmosphere dere..haha i dye my hair..n cut as well..i like it..cher too, highlight n cut..haha we look different now..wahaha~

reach home abt 9+..had my dinner.. den called sid..he sound so sad..i've been throu this once..i believe most of us have..its becos of......exam! stress..written on his head..haha actually its not a bad thing after all..we nid to noe which we understand or not..so cheer up k? tml will be e last paper already..u have been studying..i can see..juz dun let hopes turn to stress k? people juz trying to encourage u..not inserting pressure..it will be fine soon =) take courage, have faith in Him! do not worry about tml, for tml will worry about itself. rem?
slp early too..i'm tired..eyes rolling now..haha my bed is calling me~

Praise Him

2006-01-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

Raining the whole day..so cold..yet so fun O.o

went for church today, but was late again..hehe actually i got up at 7.20 but felt so restless..haha after i met sid, we go get our breakfast. i got my fish burger n sid, tapiocal. diao~ when we reach e mrt was already 8.45 >.< meeting mummy at 9. heh heh~ they have this exercise dunno wad bombing wad one..only people going to pasir ris can get in..wahaha~ thank God for that. =D

last nite actually i knew what time min finish work today..but i juz dun dare to tell him..afraid that he wil get angry..cos working e whole day..so i prayed. i asked God for rain..i know if rain like alittle den e business will stil go on..i asked for rain till 5+, best e whole day. haha den guess wad? God really did answer my prayer! people will tell mi, aiya~ coincidence la~ but i tell u, there is no such thing as coincidence. if u dont believe mi, y not try praying about it ? u may even think that such things will not happen or even exist. its becos u nv give Him a chance to! and if this thing does not exist, y u believe that deres other gods?
many questions remain unanswered. but wait till u see God's gorly, wait till u see wad take place in our life, or even will happen in ur life, u will be so amazed. He is good, therefore He always forgive, always love. why not try believing in Him rather den u try not to? which is easier?

last encounter camp, we have this healing session. to heal physical injuries or broken hearted. i always tot that i had forgotten e past or it doesnt matter much. but when we started to pray, everyone has a consolidator to pray for them. i started crying. i dunno why at first, but slowly i had this vision. that is mi running away from my father, my home. i'm tired of those abusing , tortures. so i decided to run away..till e day my father passed away, i didnt really rem all this or even think much abt it..till God really flash those memories back once again..i knew i missed my father, i want a family, not a broken one..but e person know what i'm crying abt! she told mi, God wants to be my Father. He loves mi n will not forsake me. i saw this vision that i ran away from home of those torturing n ran towards a wide open arm. n thats Him. that really make mi feel so warm, so touch..inspite of all e things i've done, He tell me He still love me..He catch me, when i fall, He protects when i'm afraid, He calm e storm in mi when i'm anxious.

"who am i"

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

wonderful celebration``..

2006-01-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

busy nowadays..keep working non-stop..waiting for sunday..haha den i can go church n my off day! new year is comin, yet i bought with me air only..never buy new clothes,new shoes..hai~ dun even think i have e time..i wanna buy new shoes!! *ouch knee cap hurts again. hehe..tml min is joining me..but he work night shift..too bad~ have to go collect my jacket..hehe nearly forgotten abt that..

last nite after work, str head to ps..to get card for my piggy..his bday! haha cher,min n mi was thinking how..like got no plan..juz keep goin only..but in e end everything went well! i met cher n min. bought my card,den borrow a pen from e book shop uncle..so fierce! but e boi is nice..haha den bought flower for dear oso..sunflower! always so cheerful n sweet. haha =D
after that wait for them outside e bookshop..waited so long den we realised we nv tell them where to meet >.< oh well..

sid look very happy that day..brought him to pizza hut to have our dinner..its really a wonderful nite..with min,cher,bud,chester,dear n mi ^.^
cher n min planned to give e staff our cake n give him surprise after we finish our meal..hehe i thank God that everything went on so smoothly..n thank God for sending us these frenz..wonderful ppl He had created..

next i juz sit dere watch them play pool..but quite fun..i dun feel bored at all! haha after that go geylang to have our soya! hehe..so long didnt go already..miss e place..(not really~ hehe)after so long chatting, its time to get home! tot my mom will scold, but never lei..haha didnt even call mi..=D

i hope this memory will not fade, n dear will noe that deres frenz who cares..=)

this song i like very much.."here i go again"

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go again
Talkin' bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that
You love him
But here I go again, Here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

Maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go again
Talkin' bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that
You love him
But here I go again, Here I go again

This might be my last chance to tell him that You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love him
You love him, You love him
What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

*by casting crown

New Year!

2005-12-31T10:57:00.000-08:00

woh..so tired now..=) today is a busy day..met min abt 2.45..went to suntec to get something for sid's bday..starting work soon..so didnt have much time left to shop..hehe..when we reach e bus stop, rain was so big! den got wet of cos..so wet until like i juz bath den nv dry myself >.<

already noe wad to get for him..hee..den after quite some time finally found something mi n min like..haha we even ask e salesmen to help us choose..hehe dunno which color suits him..in e end i bought e white one!

anyway, at abt 5++ mi n min were on our way to raffles..haha at first we wanted to walk dere..but min tell mi he not sure how to walk dere..diao~ so we try our luck lo..all no sense of direction one..in e end still took e mrt..*_*
reach e station at abt 5.40..hehe late..but my san ge n er ge worst..6++den reach..oh man..waited so long..den went to lao pa sat to have our dinner..
we have da tou family,potato n weiliang..so happy..so long nv see each other le..n yongjie always working..serene oso..feel like a family once again..=D

at esplanade..
we waited for time to pass..keep walking n didnt noe where to go..so crowded..lucky cher not dere..if not muz form barrier to protect her..after few hours we finally! found a place to sit..under e bridge..haha its cooling..n chit chat dere..wait till e clock strike 12, yeah~! firework! so nice..its e first time i think firework is nice..haha feel so warm after that..

yongjie,san ge,potato n serene share a cab..er ge,piggy,min n mi shared a cab..so tired..waited so long for a cab after they left..>.< but thank God! reach home..mum didnt scold mi..hehe..so tired now..dunno wad i'm typing oso..nitez ya?

HaPpy 2006! new year new beginning! let God continue to work in our lives!

no comments..`

2005-12-27T06:41:00.000-08:00

well..lazy to update my blog after i started work at chinatown..but now stopped working already..haha guess i still have to look for other jobs..becos this is only temp job..only when they need u den u have work to do..but i enjoyed staying at home or going out with frenz more..haha

had my Christmas party that nite..with mummy chew n other frenz..its fun! too bad chester got chicken box! hahaha i had it before le..so i'm not afraid of it now..hehe..went for e MOL ushering..got to noe some frenz..all adults..but friendly n nice ppl..y? cos e same family..haha

sec sch mates organising class chalet..hmm..read throu e mails..its good that i haven given any comments yet..giving suggestion, rather i shd keep my mouth shut. seeing them quarrel even in mail..blaming oneanother end up blaming sharon. diao~ wads e point den? i will carry on with my life..serving God, doing my own things n going shopping with frenz..juz keep on dreaming~

today i went to nyp for e direct intake one..den e person tell mi need our N level cert..beng* tml have to go again! wah...still thinking tml dont have to run here n dere..but too bad la..never listen to carole's advise ar..so tml goin back lo..>.< applied business as first choice..hee..meeting dodo tml. but she never tell mi meet where n wad time! still sae wanna meet mi..ar doi..
visit cher today..so power man..thank God not so serious sia..e crockroach ar..fly for wad?! later dun let mi catch u man..or else i'm going to tear down ur wings! wahahaha~!
oh ya! i watch narnia le..with sid n min..nice ! i like e lion..so cool n really a hero..wo...~ dere i go again.............................................

strength!

2005-12-18T07:20:00.000-08:00

Last few days busy with many things..stopped working at e factory already..now looking forward to tml's job..intro by carole..=) thanx sis. hehe..juz three days of work..but i'm glad God still provided a way for me..but i have to learn how to save $$ le..haha

feel discourage juz now..becos of my mum. but i'm alright now! =) maybe out of her anger she sae all this..but i noe she still care for me..my mum's bday comin..have to buy cake for her..so muz work, den i will have $$ comin in..haha

looking forward to next fri's christmas party..feel disappointed when my kor sae he cant make it..after i told him is organized by mummy chew..hai..juz pray tat God will touch him oneday..i'm goin to make my jelly! haha easy job..but i nv really get things done before thou its easy..hahaha! so ppl..God Bless u on tat day! lets pray tat God will Bless e food..so u all will be fine..haha our looks like this family of God is getting bigger..more joy in this family now..

anyway, i got my gpa already..thinking of where to go now..i nid sense of direction! actually at first i feel quite disappointed wif my marks..cos i tot at least i will get something higher den 2.7..but this is it! juz have to try ba..like cher sae..everything have to try rite? O.o

alright..have to slp early..i thank God for answering n making this miracle happen for me! =D G.o.o.d niTe!

restless me

2005-12-10T07:40:00.000-08:00

da zhu tou juz now fetch mi home from work..i found a job! but its tiring..guess quitting next wk..anyway its a temporary job..my fren sae she wanna quit liao..my finger swollen..now like pig's feet like tat..haha everyday i juz stand dere cut rubber band..have to measure xs,s,l or xl...hai~ dunno wad am i doin oso..like i'm so free(though its true) but i still can look for other job! but one of e reason tat keeps mi motivated is God,who is always dere..keep mi alive n gives mi a cheerful heart..e other reason of cos is to acc my mum..hehe..anyway, tml goin to church!

so excited..haha not only our church moving, chc oso moving! woooo...wonder wad will happen tml..ppl muz be squeezing here n dere..hoho all for who? our Father! =D

we are going to have our christmas party..hehe mummy chew n norman promised..mummy chew sae we are going to have turkey! wow~ n yesterday we have our log cake alreadt..hoho DA TOU TOO BAD LE! haha we shared..but he suggested it..n guess wad? we ate e cake without him! haha
met a new fren,chester. juz joined our group..hoho~ so fun..new hope for cher. =x

think i will only be free after 15 ba..n going to chinatown to work e following wk..haha
slp tight everyone! gOod niTe n God Bless! (^.^)

anyOne?

2005-12-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

hi. I need a job! i cant stand it anymore!! new year is comin, yet i have no job, worst christmas! i still wanna buy cards..still found something to buy for cher n sid..now dun nid liao..>.< oh man~ i'm broke. my hair still not color yet n now so restless..slp n eat juz like a pig..no job no excuse for mi not to go jogging liao..GOD I NID A JOB! a job tat suits my timing..hehe..hard to find eh? ping oso looking..we both goin to work together..if we can..n peck oso looking..though i nv really see her go find..hmm..hoho~

today acc sid go interview..his job is like woooooooo~~ midnite working hours..cool ya? n i was ask to leave..cos tat is a PRIVATE BUILDING. i wonder..private ar..den why got people go dere one..haha no la. jk. ah li found her job at dunno wad sliver one..n left me..guess gene muz be slping at home ba..O.o

its been like so long i nv seen my friends..i still contact li,ping n carole..=) wonder wad are e rest doin..some muz be busy working ba..but we will meet again! when result is out..still cant decide which course to take next yr..i nid directions..from my Father..

anyway i stil thank God for this frenz..that have been through this 2yrs wif me..i still pray that i will be a blessing to others..bringing others hope n courage to others..juz like how God see me throu all this time..drawing me closer to him..letting mi noe that dere is no impossible task. if u dont believe, try praying!

God Bless! ^.^

Graduation

2005-11-24T00:30:00.000-08:00

Oh well~! sch ends..23 nov,last day in ite Mac..exam its over..different people leads different life from now on..gonna miss them..miss my Happy Company..all e great times that we had before..so wonderful n memoriable. still remember when i first enter the school..i started to miss GM. now i miss them! my ICT1K! FL0401K aka ict1B..2years in ite, i did not learn much..maybe not even tat much..hehe..but i noe one thing for sure..my wOnderful classmates! miss those times we disturb teacher in class..some arguements within our group..blah blah..cant finish..hoho~ my 4 in love! plus one* haha e Chan family~ =D still get to see ah li one i think..n gene..haha cos they are buy one get one free item. see her will see him,him will have her. =_= sorry that today didnt go chiong wif ur..next time k? ah qiu still owe mi oneday k! our dinner lei? hoho~

wOnt forget tis day..this frenz..n my school..help mi to grow..n learn..first year alot of things happen..sadness,disappointment. but i thank God that during in my lowest moment, He sent dada n ping to encourage me..(still have other frenz la..) i still remember "Shining friend"! didnt cry..weird..haha

i Thank God for helping mi in my exam..

all the Best guys! I miss ICT1K! love u guys!

TAKECARE*muacks*

ur dearest,
ah nie ^.^
God Bless u!

happiness-

2005-11-11T17:02:00.000-08:00

Didnt update becos of my test..still have one last test on monday n next next is my exam..hoping everything will be over..but dun bare to leave oso..have to choose sch, apply for wherever i can go. all of sudden miss my frenz..miss year 2004..e ppl i have come to noe throu tkd, sch..or fren intro..kinda miss them..miss them two calling mi xiao fei mei. haha life is like tat ba..somehow u still have to move on..like my mum sae, i cant possibly stick wif my kor..he got his gf, n i got my zhu tou..not forgetting cher, my best fren tat is always wif mi..though sometimes we quarrel..but this is oso part of growing up..will not forget my primary sch fren as well..like fren i noe for 16 yrs ba..tats sharon..=) n peck,doreen..i will not forget e day when i'm rejected by classmates, how u have helped mi..staying by my side..i dunno if i'm still ur fren..but i thank God for u..i juz dun wanna grow up..dun wanna leave ppl around mi..

seeing ppl around mi sad..disappointment..wonder how they hide..haha but i juz cant..
i thank God for teaching mi how to love..how to forgive, how to admit my mistake..carrying me throu tough times..

oh well..my san ge is fine now..Praise God! lucky i give tat card on tat day..hoho~ juz love my family..ta tou family, spiritual family as well..now ah hui is joining us for bs..surprisingly, he like our family..haha u are welcome here! hope in e future we will be able to learn together..n move towards our goal..=)

zhu tou is back to his poly life again..this time, guess its time for u to really study le ba..cos no ppl distract u liao..no frenz does not mean forever no fren..have to go make frenz k? i'm sure ppl dere are not tat bad..maybe God wants u to noe new frenz? or maybe to rely on him more..thanks oh..for ur support..

footprints-

"Lord you told me when i decided to follow you,you will walk n talk wif mi all e way.But i'm aware that during my most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. i juz dun understand why, when i needed u most,
you leave me."
e Lord wisphered,"My precious child, I Love you n will never leave you,never ever during ur trials n testings.
When u saw only one set of footprints
it was then that i carried you.

Just me.

2005-11-04T21:11:00.000-08:00

Hi! have not been blogging..have to study for test..test n exam comin~ counting from today..haha notice tat after 2yrs in sch..dun really noe wad izzit abt..haha but quite interesting! e day before, feel tat my head is getting bigger..maybe no hope for mi ba..haha but amazingly, i found this..
"those things we consider difficulties are often God's opportunities for greater blessing, we must continue to walk e path he has laid before us."

so i believe i can make it de! no matter how difficult it is..its only exam! haiz..battling wif books..=D wait till my exam over..wahaha~ den i can go play liao..haha~

did something nasty to kor's fren..feelin guilty..hehe..but sorry ar..i appreaciate wad u have bought la..hoho~

anyway,i will miss u guys(my frenz)..no matter wad happen in e past..muz go out n have dinner k? if free den can go walk walk..hoho think i quitting e cafe de..SOON. first reason its becos...too far! have to wake up so early..cant even have my poohpooh slp..second is i dunno y go dere will feel so moody..ppl there are nice..things turn out quite ok..but still dunno y lei..maybe becos not enough slp..so will like tat lo.. my mum ask mi to stop working for some time..think wan mi to rest ba..hehe..so sweet hor..she sae she will take care of mi de..haha dont worry, i still got one big mountain behind me~ ^.^ anyone noe if dere is guitar class n price quite budget de ma? help mi look out k? thanks..heez..
san ge now sick liao..so poor thing..have to stay dere..n face e nurse..u will be fine de! i pray for u oh..i wont forget ur soya de..haha recover soon ar! dont anyhow eat..its time for u to rest..GUAI ar..wahahaha~

nid to go acc my books le..my books are calling me~~~~~~~

exam!

2005-10-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

Didnt noe wad to write..so didnt update my blog..stress..exam comin! n i'm not prepared..study some..but in e end still went out..>.< sch is interesting isnt it? we have test..den exam, den guess wad? graduate! yeah~! diao~ its not fun at all..other den seeing my frenz..doin some funny thing in sch..den now planning where to go..i only noe i wan my guitar class..after my exam i think..i think i kena STM VIRUS! always think awhile den forget..nid to take a long time to think..wonder how am i goin to sit for my exam..~~~~~ my mum wants mi to stop working..n be a juo jia, no $$ to get a dog, so i will take over e place..haha no la..dogs are adorable juz like me. er hem`` after i take my pay maybe i will stop working..but no $$ for shopping..cannot anyhow spend my $$ have to start saving..hehe..

nice weather..woooooo~ so cooling..my mum says tat new year is comin..so always rain nowadays..hoho~ good rite? she noe how to see..O.o glad tat my mum noe abt mi n sid..hehe..so next time dun nid to hide here n dere..today is our 8 mOnth..thanx God for u..thanks for being patient wif me..u have been a blur but nice bf..WAHAHAHA~

Last nite she finally noe how i feel! cos i told her..actually i didnt wanna follow her religion..like worshipping her god.. n kneeling to somebody i do not even noe..i prayed in my heart..n ask God to give mi e courage..den she was like so shock lo..she ask mi, den wad u wanna be? christian? i sae YES! hoho~ praise God..i told her all abt it..feeling better..still feelin stress.. n i didnt do well for my phase test..haiz..discouraged..dunno if i can get into poly..n if its His will..

classes!

2005-10-16T23:05:00.000-07:00

nOw i'm free to write..hehe..today work again..but didnt turn out well..maybe its like wad cher sae ba..tats y i didnt get respect from ppl..anyway think going to quit le ba..mum dun like mi working dere..n exam is comin..muz get good result to go poly..got many plans after my exam..but dunno which course i wanna go next time..diao~ fri n sat, i got my spiritual warfare class..first day think tat it quite boring..cos e its too fast..n i cant catch it..but at e end of service..it was great..experience e power of God..n noe that i'm drifting away..doin things i know i shdnt be doin..n maybe words tat hurt others as well..reflecting on myself..i know dere are some misunderstanding..i'm sorry too! lets start all over again k? =) sat one was a powerful one..haha went down to pray for sid..cos all gers surrounding him..haha a lady behind mi looking at mi..so paiseh..cos i dunno how to help her..haha looking forward to e next lesson..hehe..but quite far la...n learn lots about those gifts..

Juz now my mum ask me abt bf..she found out already!! oh man at that time i tot i have to give up le..cos e way she respond..but no la..haha she is juz worried that i might get hurt in e end..but dun worry..i still have my Father..yeah~ n i trust that if mi n sid end, we will still be good frenz..heez..but for now dun think too much..juz keep praying ba..

after my exam i'm going for my guitar class! muz go find one..waiting for e uncle to call mi..hmm..dunno whether have anot..hope i can still afford..>.<

have to go slp le..dark circle comin out..takecare ppl! n mummy chew too..drink more water k? God Bless my mummy! n frenz. =D

Thanx u!

2005-10-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

well well..miss mi ma! haha today i got a doc appointment again..another bottle of med..haiyo~ n he use dunno wad to sot my ankle..oh man! so painful lo! like needle poking n kena electric sot man! but ok la..really la..ankle can turn better after tat..this have to admit..thou i really dun wanna believe it cos i tell myself i not going back again..diao~ but my aunt told e doc abt this..n he make another appointment for me..next next wk..>.< next wk is my dental appointment la..hehe yeah~! finally can do my filling le..hehe hole hole no more~ =D

bro ben bought mi calbury chocolate! yum yum~ =DD how he noe i like this chocolate? oh so nice of u..hehe thanx u! n thanx for praying for me too..hehe..i thanx God for u! yuppie! cos things dun happen juz like tat! it happen for a reason. =)

wanna thanx my fren for being dere for me..ppl praying for me..ppl asking mi to takecare..my piggy taking care of me..(u still owe mi a egg tart! i will rem.) my bud always ask mi takecare n juz watch mi get sick..haha no la..jk my san ge hearing mi cry on phone..haha thanx u! so ps..i not crybaby k! i'm God's loving daugther winnie! er hem``

i wanna thank God for allowing this to take place in my life..battling each day..struggling with sins..sometimes even give in..have to learn ba..this is wad i have to go throu..cher oso..haha sis are like tat ar..heard tat u are sick..muz rest well..n dun only drink honey k? drink PLAIN water oso..haha pray for ya oh..=)

I thank you for sending mi frenz..n allowing things to take place..for me to grow strong..n when i'm weak, but i'm strong in you. thanks for being dere wif me..n being kind n merciful to me..for i noe ur grace is sufficent for me. i will trust in u. thank you Father! *Amen (^.^)

*When u think you are standing firm/strong, becareful you dont fall.

Big or small size prOb?

2005-10-05T00:41:00.000-07:00

nOtice tat i didnt update for quite some time..hehe..lazy..went to see doc yesterday n last few days oso..for my ankle n neck..dental appointment comin! its a long time since i went for a dental checkup..hoho afraid of e drilling sound..like making hole in my teeth..but now, cant wait to go! so painful~ cannot laugh too loud oso if not i will tend to open my mouth too big ar den ppl will see e hole le..oh man >.< went to e doc at bugis..didnt noe dere was a clinic dere..haha at first tot i'm going to raffles hospital..=D anyway guys sorry for making u're so worried abt mi..i'm alright now..only tat i still have to obey e doc's law..cannot eat this n tat..cannot drink cold drinks all this..dunno how to survive man..

cOnflicts wif frenz..brought alot of prob to me..i tried to avoid..thats why i see her as invisible..i tot that maybe without contacting her will let both of us feel better..but in e end still here it comes...why msg mi n call me?
its hard to forgive when i think of things n how she hurt me..only want her to understand that, i dont blame her abt tat him le..i'm not angry abt that..its ok to me now..doesnt matter..its e trust..u dont trust me, i dun trust u..u lied to me abt so many things..trying to create trouble for me, not being honest wif me..why lie? i wont laugh at u or wad..or maybe i can stil be by ur side..
i told cher abt my prob, she ask mi to forgive..n i noe that forgiveness is one of God's command too..becos He first love us..n had not given up on her..so why shd i give up on her? its so true that things dun happen juz like tat. it happens for a reason. un forgiveness makes one miserable, but forgiveness brings joy to others n self. miss those time when we always go recess together..almost everywhere together..n wanna let u noe tat i dun hate u..i want to be ur fren..but if only we can be honest wif each other..

*_tired le..busy for one whole day``ja ne!

heaLthY pOoh!

2005-09-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

I'm back! anyOne miss me? finally recover le eh! after so long..den everything cannot eat..see people eat oso no appetite..hehe..stil lost 1kg! but think will gain back soon..hehe..i want pOtato salad!!! taste soooooo niccccceeeeee~! tml going to dentist..dunno how many teeth nid to polish ar..haha so long nv go le..think about 2years already..or more than that? hoho~ n nid to go see doc again..becos of something inside my throat..weird..recover le but those small round round thing still dere..n i'm safe! no dengue..hahaha no worries yeah? bro ben promised to buy me chOcolate cake when i recover..wait for me my chocolate cake! sick for so long..finally noe who cares for me more..thanks bro ben for always being dere for me to listen to my probs n praying for me..my san ge, worried so long le..now shd be alright le ba? heez..thanx u~ for being so sweet..=) my (^(OO)^), er hem`` for taking care of me during those days..cher for praying for me..hey dun worry too much k? we will pray for ya..huggies* now ping mei oso have a blog..haha its blogging time! like everyone start to have a blog le..haha today shared wif mummy chew about my EW..shared quite abit..still got somemore, but i think dun have time to sae..but tat was wad happened la during camp..tml no sch! can slp..hehe..n sat i got my flag day..ppl muz come support me k? wahaha~ so tired le..eyes dropping out..O.O slp earLy guys! ow~~~~ muscle ache..hehe tata~ (^0^)

bIg HeaD

2005-09-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

nOthing special this day..as usual, went to school..den came back from sch..haha today during LAN practical, dunno y, i shouted at my classmate! ar doi..dunno wad happen to me..i scold finish le den i wonder why i shouted at her..hmm..cos she is sitting at my place..den i shouted eh y sit on my place! ar den after that ada n xueli look at each other n laugh...i laughed..hai..think its bad..sorry ar..but in e end, she still shift her place to sit nearer to me..hmm..dunno if she's angry anot.. >.< oh man..wad have i done..diao* head n eyes getting bigger nowadays..having headache..n swollen eyes..thanks to xueli, she tot me to take warm towel n put at my eyes dere..now better le..hehe as usual, morning, afternoon fever will go away, but night, fever will come back again..pray for me ? something is wrong wif me..

BirThdaY wIshes

2005-09-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

Wad a wOnderful day that God has given us! hehe..this morning, as usual, dear fetch mi to work..when we reach dere, he start to tell me abt his sis..haha can see his face have that xingfu de feelin ar..hoho~ he told me abt e letter..n lots..so glad that his sis know that he cares for her..still rem last time when he share wif mi his family prob all this..i really didnt notice that they have this family at first..cos dere are times when i go for dinner, when whole family member are at home, u can feel e warm cosy feelin..cannot really describe..dere are even times when i think if i cud stay dere or have this family, den everything will be so great..but i believe that God have a wonderful plan for me..he keep reminding me that, he is always here to be my Father..that really make mi wanna cry sometimes..others may think i'm juz toking crap, or think too much liao la..but wait till God touches u n show u his way, that is when u see things start to change..anyway, after that i have to start work le..so sid went home..so tired when working i can feel e aches in my body..even headache ar..waiting for time to pass..den finally! i can go le..wahahaha~ i meet my er ge n san ge at mrt..den we headed for our fish n co! eat alot..so full..haha went to e beach for a walk..n see san ge open his present..can see he really appreciate n like it alot. i asked him if dere are ppl celebrating his bday as well..he sae no..only us..think again, i got so much frenz, cakes,presents n wads more? Blessing from God~! so i shd share wif him..so yj n jen went to ntuc to buy cake for him..actually wanted e mooncake de..but end up nv..hehe..den sid bring us to e park dere..my er ge n san ge went for a walk..we do e decoration all this..lighting up e candles surrounding e cake, n that dunno call wad de..got spark de.. =D so funny, my er ge call mi ask mi when i returning him e $10, den i blur liao..i was like "huh"? after awhile den now ar..is signal la..haha so we got everything prepared, n wait for them to come back..haha when san ge see us like so shock lo..tot we goin to throw things at him..haha end up we sing bday song..haha can see that everyone really enjoy this day..n i Thank God that he delayed my headache..n make things happen so smoothly..^.^ yeah~ san ge make a wish. he wish that we will be happy. my wish lei..is hope that our group will stay together forever..not forgetting each other's bday, n e things we all went throu together..but my wish is to God..only Him can help me to make this wish come true.. really hope after this thing, we all now are closer le..ar, nid to go eat papaya le..hoho~ niTez ppl..who are reading my blog..hehe too long le..still got somemore ar..haven finish..O.O

to my dear* God dont have to touch u to show that He is dere..dere may be times when u tried to speak tongues or pray but dont feel Him, dont be discourage..dont be decevied..after a leture by cher,i really realise le..He watch, listens n plan. He is juz so amazing! He can even do things when u dont expect..cos He loves u..so dont slow down this race! cOntinue to run! He will be running wif u..forever..if u trust in Him..

Ask n it will be given, seek n u shall find, knock n the door will be open unto u.

WOW

2005-09-11T11:14:00.000-07:00

hey! i'm back from camp~ yeah~ but think its not enough..really a very good one..came to know things about God..n even frenz dere..haha really very nice ppl..those auntie n frenz dere..we have lots of worship n ministering..lots of weeping n forgiveness..i thank God for helping mi to flash back...still rem this that last time when i tried to run away from home, my father was standing dere..he did not chase me..but see mi running away..but no matter how far i run, i still end up in my aunt's hse..instead, things turn bad..kena beaten again..even threats from them..God brought back all this..juz to let mi know that, people fail us..but not Him..letting me know that no matter how far i run, he will still be dere waiting for me..waiting mi to open e door, n tell mi, daughter i love u. assuring that his love dwells forever..cried that day(in fact that 3days). thanks cher for telling this..letting me have e chance to enjoy God's presence..n knowing wad to do..e things i always wanted actually is things i wan..but not wad God wants..so i know now! shock ar this camp..though not enough slp ar..den so cold dere..haha worth going la~ dec still got one..hope can go again..hehe..=D see ppl transform n backslider coming to God..n even see myself kneeling at e foot of e cross..many ppl received vision..very good..hoho didnt miss my family after all..hoho~ miss dear have la..think dodo shd come..alot of ppl shd come ar..hehe nid to go bath le~ hehe..nite~ (^o^)

flu season!

2005-09-07T14:59:00.000-07:00

i'm back! jumping n still can sing wor! hoho~ last few days sick ar..head so big liao still pain pain..more painful, my head jiu yue lai yue da! haha now ok le la..sick until 39.2 wor..my mum even bought this golden pillow sia..got curry chicken de..too bad cannot eat ar..but yesterday i ate le..hoho~ anyway i'm fine now so i can eat again~ wahahaha~ how is everyone? so long nv see cher bud they all le..oh ya n my san ge..hehe..nowadays pig have been taking care of me..thanks ar! even cook porridge for mi..nice la..believe me! ^.^! yesterday went to see doc tat time saw this board that state dere wad unable to serve everyone..den muz wait for 2 to 3 hrs sia..wah i rather go home slp..hoho~ justin's gf oso sick..tat's y we call it sick season! (flu season is i think de) O.o er..anyway, i ask my mum le~ she allow mi to go for this encounter camp..she nv ask much..juz ask mi nid $$ ma..(think she will sponsor mi if i tell her..hehe..) n ask mi when i comin back..lucky my kor got one wk leave..so can acc her..yeah~ my kor finish e 3 wk tough training le..so in e days to come hope he still can survive..=x thank God that everything went on so well..now juz waiting for this camp to come den go liao..haha wonder wad will happen dere..hehe feel like taking a nap..pig go nap le..cya~

carrOt

2005-09-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

why carrOt ? no idea oso..hoho~ after 3days of practice finally, today is the actual performance! wahaha~ starting when i kena selected..i was like "huh! y mi? doreen can den choose mi ar..y dont choose others lei?" den somemore the topic is.."Tkd aerobic!" hoho~ starting tot that it was quite stupid la..e actions all this..but slowly.. find that quite interesting..now dont feel like goin tkd liao..instead aerobic tkd..haha~ jkjk good exercise la..but now leg n my arm cramp le..so painful when i do warm up >.< think need to wait at least 2/3days den will recover..nvm la..now stay at home learn to be like a standard pig! today acc sidney go buy carrot..juz now go his sch fetch him wif thomas..he always disturb me ar..O.o see sidney's tortise like starve for so many days le! i give them come food but not enough le..they even fight for e food sia..so i ask him go buy carrot lo..den sae muz buy today..cos they are not like us lei..can tahan..will die of hunger u noe??? ar den nid to be responsible ma! ok..erm lac..juz now nag at him until reach kovan still haven finish nagging..hoho~ ps ar..hehe..today's performance went "quite" well..or shd i sae its He who is dere helping us? haha lucky i prayed before i perform ar..hoho~ i pray that i will not be distracted even dere is prob..normally when those audience laugh at us, i will forget my pattern de..den start to kan chong..but no lei..i laugh wif them while doin..hahaha so funny~ thank God man! but my frenz were very disppointed lo..but nvm la! try our best le ma! be proud! er hem`` ok i'm too tired le..hoho~ cya guys~

cOnfuse

2005-08-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hi dere~ so long never update le hor..ppl waiting for mi to update..hoho yuppie today is a wonderful day! This morning we meet up at enuos mrt station..as usual they are late..tell mi 10min will reach but end up no..hoho but ok la..yongjie brought along a fren..her name very unique..if I’m not wrong her name is “zhen ni”. Very friendly ger..though first day time see her..but I think she is someone very nice de..n careful ba..my san ge,yj,zhen ni n me when to serene’s hse for lunch..didn’t noe she can cook so well man..quite nice de lei..hehe..but cannot praise her..if not will fly le..hoho~ after our lunch about 2, we decided to go for our plan A..n that is Kbox! At marine parade de..entertaining ourselves until 6+ O.o den go meet dodo le..cos she reach early ma..ar doi..=x we went to east coast sit sit..chat about last time how to get to know each other all this..really miss those time..miss my er ge too...sometimes I wish that things had not change..but like this I wont learn oso..now I noe y she dislike mi so much le..guess its e things I do without knowing..i really hope to keep u as my fren..i thank God that he is always here..they ask me, are there anyone who really understands u? I have e answer now..n that’s my Father..e one n only..i’m not toking craps..it’s a fact.

Find rest my sOul

2005-08-21T21:59:00.000-07:00

Yoz! haha feelin better today..so tot of comin to share wad happen today..hehe..today really alot of things went throu my mind..great to refresh my mind..haha last nite very stress out..cos dunno whether to stay or quit my current job now den go back to where i come from..hmm..in e end i mistaken my shower foam as conditioner..heez..den cut my hand when eating kiwi..hoho~ blur hor..now ok le..lucky never drop hair until so jialet if not got to go yun nan le..hahaha anyway, tok to my new supervisor le..he is a nice guy..unlike VJ always abuse mi la..>.< but gv i got my frenz..n now tanglin i got new frenz..n new things to learn..i have until sat to decide to stay or leave..wad shd i do? hai..next week spookshow le..yeah~ n my encounter camp is comin..hehe..oh well~ i'm feelin better le..thanks my frenz~! =D

OH MY GOODNESS!

2005-08-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

Ar wad can i sae now..my mind is blank..i have no comments..dunno which path to take..i'm lost..pls tell me wad to do Father..=(

Trusting Him

2005-08-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

Wow! haha juz now went sidney's hse for dinner n help him make his blog..his mum cook my favourite, mian fen guo. so nice lei...today de juz nice..never give too many prawns..hehe..i want durian~~~~ ar its been like so long le..we keep saying that we meet oneday go eat together..but never lei..ada they all like not free..den cher oso like not free..hehe..nvm. when my kor back i ask him go buy..hoho~
So long never sleep well le..n have to Thank God for carrying me throu this days..its really something i never encounter before..in this time i really learn alot..i learn that God's power is so great! really! others might not believe it..but its really something i never think i wud face..i didnt really slp well..keep having nightmare all this..but i Thank God for sending so many ppl to pray for me(cher,piggy,xxx)..my mummy as well..asking for blood of Christ to cover me..its so amazing lo that things really change after that prayer..though i still have to be alert all this n continue praying..this few days i den realise that He really use so many ways to encourage me n tell mi to perseverance..to keep on! n keep praying, dun give in..one of e verse i read isPsalm 27

Pleasant n stressful!

2005-08-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

HaLo! juz now went down for a chat wif dodo..dun worry i bath le..hoho~ share God's word wif her..n things mummy share de..eh cher muz help her lei..pray for her ar..cos i think she is confuse now..ppl pray for her k? that she will noe wads God's plan for her..n for mi lei..where God want mi to go after i graduate..n for my new job tOo..hope i wont give up easily..never sae die! my test comin soOn! wed..oh man..LAN lei..NWF worst! lucky i noe alittle bit la..study hard lo..my mum juz now nag at mi again le..cos i always go out..i go out for awhile she oso sae i always go out..ar doi..n my mum saw sidney waving at mi..haha her reaction was like "eh? how come got a guy waving at me ar?! whose tat?" haha scare her le la..hehe..next time i wave le den u reply k..hoho~ signal-----receive---den back to sender..hoho~ got to go revise my work le..cya oh~ i will sleep early de..nitezzzzzzzzz! (^o^)

Yeah~

2005-08-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy! thanks,God..haha can le..finally..lucky never give up oso..hehe..btw, i'm talking abt my blog..hoho~today my dear come back le! yeah..look different le..haha after this camp i'm sure he learn alot..wah..mi wan go oso..but den still need to continue praying..wonder what will happen in e camp..haha i sharing room with cher..oh man, at nite muz rem to bring something to stuck inside my ear..hoho =x but good thing is we can chat e whole nite! wahaha~ den can have fun..woOt! spookshow comin too..really cant wait to go for e combined serivce n spookshow..tml sch again..abit blur..feel like dere is lots of things haven do..but dunno wad..my neck so painful now >.< wad happen..maybe not enough slp ba..hehe..slp early oh those who are reading..go slp le la..nite! swT dreams~ God Bless ya~ =)

1 more days to gO

2005-08-14T00:43:00.000-07:00

I'm here! my blog so blur now..dunno wad to do with it..song dun have le..den all of it make until so messy..>.< ar anyway, tml mr ham comin back le! i goin to fetch him..hehe..but den abit blur la..cos dunno at where..so have to search..pray lo..that God will show me e way..hehe..today's service very special..like chatting wif pastor kong..he tells us about how fcbc begin all this lo..very funny..hoho~ interesting! its e 19 anniversary! wooohooo~ praise God! haha its getting late..better get going..cya~ nite! =D

Phew~

2005-08-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

Fishy fishy i'm back~ haha nowadays never had enough sleep..so tired..but still choose to blog..haha many frenz supported me..n my dear tOo..i always attitude him..hehe..sorry*! today is the due date for my LAN assignment..wah..lucky i last minute manage to finish wor..hehe..but poor clement..still have to stay back and do..wonder how is he now..hope everything is alright..cos he look so sad n worried today..another assignment comin up! and thats internet security! oh man~ have to slp late again..>.< ada health oso not very good..muz takecare oh..drink more water n dun always go out ar..slp more..will look younger..haha later look like pig`(OoO)` wahahaha! my sch ending soon le..hehe..abit relax..abit sad..so fast have to leave this sch le(not saying this sch good ar) i noe i will miss my frenz..hope we can still see each other..so fast 2yrs going to end le..wah if time can pass so fast for my kor den it will be so great! hoho~ i think i quiting gv soon le..its meaningless to stay dere..people backstabbing each other..n sometimes u even got e station u didnt want to do..though u cant choose where to work la..i mean its like ppl dere..some are fun, some are creepy..all kinds of ppl ar..so if God want me to work at cher tat place..den so be it! i will go..hai..[pray for me ar] hehe..mummy really helped me alot..like today, i noe her job is not very good..things are hard to handle..yet, she continue to trust God. not forgetting his promises n continue to seek his will..y cant i do that? Lord, pls help me..so fast my er ge comin back le..yeah~ ^.^ want go marina bay again? hoho~ thanks for e encouragment "big" sis. haha cya guys sOon! takcare oh..=D

i will be still

2005-08-07T00:58:00.000-07:00

Juz came back home..haven bath..hehe..smell so bad >.< juz now went for e fop..so great dere..at first kind of sian..when i heard tat its organise by chc..no offend ar..think becos of last time frenz dere..i know its wrong to think this way..all churches which worship God is a good church..after awhile, start to enjoy myself already..ending part..finding myself drifting away from God..i noe without faith its impossible to please Him..help me pray k? when comin to e end of concert, tears start to roll down..i feel like God telling me, its becos i did not seek Him..i did not ask..(maybe yes, but not from my heart) n He is knocking..he took a step..yet i didnt respond..i start to lose my faith..becos of e past, i did not dare to put God as my msn nick..this is so terrible..i nid u Lord! restore me...=( i know that he is here..always here..even now, his reading my blog tOo..i want to have a more meaningful life..bear fruits, have compassion..n to seek God with all my heart..i wanna know u..u are all i want!

Still

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

5 mOnths of my pig dayz~

2005-07-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

Like every month celebrating lei..hehe..today very special..dunno why..but time so short..yet so long..hoho~ chim hor~ =D nice and sweet day~ thanks God for this day! nowadays mood swing so didnt tok much..ppl around me oso dunno why..hehe..but nothing la..mi not very sure neither..today piggy come fetch me from sch..bought me sunflower! haha so surprise lei..cos i didnt noe he will buy flowers..den he sit dere wait for me to finish my sw lesson..next week na-fa le..>.< dunno if i still can run anot lei..hope so..pray for me tat day k? hoho pray tat my legs will be obedient..den can run fast fast..hahaha~ so after my sch, we took bus 70 to marina square for our dinner..hehe..special dinner oh~ of cos i got my ><((fish)`> wahahaha~ so full~ ^.^ really fun tonite..den weather oso good..places oso very nice..we went to lots of places..places where i nv go before de..woOt! but too bad..have to come home early..if not mama will scold mi liao..hehe..next time if have time den we go again k? thanks dear~! very happy today..n e flowers too..take good care oh..=D goOd nite! have a early nite..if not tml have panda eyes le..juz like mine~ haha HugZ* God Bless everyOne!* =)

crowd pleaser

2005-07-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

Wad a daY..this morning kena a shock from my mum..haha sae my kor early dismiss..so ask mi to get ready and go fetch him..when we reach dere, my kor haven come out wor..wait till abt 10.50 den he march out..not e first time seeing my kor march la..(but nv see him actually) cos he last time npcc de ma..so wait for my da sao to come..haha she so kan chiong..even rush down juz to see my kor oh..so sweet hor.. if i were her ar, i will stay at our hse and wait le..nearer ma..hoho~ oops=x so after that i went to meet sidney..go buy vege and things for steamboat..hehe..saw a uncle fishing..so weird hor..alot of ppl looking at him..but he didnt care much..so mi and sid go join in e crowd lo..go stand dere observe how he fish..haha ar den tired le..so go home le lo..get ready for steamboat all this..watch tv..wait for my kor and da sao to come back..while eating, i keep thinking lei..its 9++ le..how ar..will fat if i keep eating non stop..thinking i so plum le still eat ar..later can roll like a ball le..hoho~ juz now ask justin uncle n mi chatting in msn..alot of things lo..den sae all abt slimming de la..he admit i plum ar..but cute lo..but den slowly that really caught my attention..tot he joking nia..but no lei..i start to get obsess wif it lo..abt slimming things..den start to ask ppl around mi..but bro ben told mi..dun care wad they sae..but this is my life, so i shd cherish it..and look upon GOd..that that calm mi down for awhile..when i open e chatroom to see wad justin type again ar, i start to dislike myself again..hai~ after finish bathing, dunno why,i start to read e daily bread..tok abt this crowd pleaser. everyone wants praises from others. but do they really care how to please God? we failed to Jesus when we nid help..but we look to men. we shd be true to ourselves n in God! thanks for e cheer..bro ben,gene kor, dear! n God for letting mi understand..=D i like this verse..John 12:43

wonderful day~

2005-07-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

Today dunno y is wonderful day oso..haha juz tot of this nick..mr ham so long still haven recover..dunno why..doc still sae he dehydrate..power! drink more water den me still like tat..looks like my body is much more stronger..=D cher found a job le wor..but she like not very interested in it lei..juz now went to mummy's hse for dinner and bs..norman look so tired..and mummy look so tired as well..but good la..today tok quite alot le..unlike e last few weeks..she juz got her job..so everything like cut short le..bs end earlier liao..pray that God will help norman to find a better job..cos i noe he will work in those bad situation..and turn storm to rainbow~ wow~ lalala~ nowadays see gene and li like not very happy together..always quarrel..and things getting worst..they both have ap..but dun wanna admit..i have it toO..wads wrong wif it? u didnt wan to change..and keep thinking tat u are always rite..den things wont change! think wad..'good attitude' rain down ar? i only noe Holy Spirit rain down lei..so diao~ ar toking abt cher and her $$ today..still thinking i'm fortunate..thou juz receive this singnet bill..hai~ juz paid de lei..now come again..kor kor ar~ nid God to help me..not to be lazy..den go back to work..yup! muz have perseverance! i can do it! yes,pOoh! oh man~ give me some support lei..hoho~ me still haven bath wor..=x nid to go spa le..hoho~ =p=P=p
GOOd Nite frenZ! God Bless ya! (mummy dun worry k..we will pray for u de..and dear oso) =)

He's in cOntrOl

2005-07-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

Ever since my kor went to e army..think people around me will notice ba..wont see me so happy le..cos i'm afraid he will have conflict wif ppl around him..or he cannot endure e training dere..but today..when i was reading e soul journal..i found this part that says..Although we cannot always know the “whys” of life, we can trust that God is not only aware of our suffering, but He’s in control of the situation. And in His perfect plan He uses our heartbreak for His glory. that we can hope in Him..for with him all things are possible..knowing that God will bless my family..miss my kor very much..but that is part of life too..going to army only ma..thanks ppl around me..so showing care and concern..i will be fine..found this verse that encouraged me..

We wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And He who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose. -Romans 8:23-28

MemOriez..

2005-07-08T00:21:00.000-07:00

This day has come..its time for mi to sae goodbye le..so sad that kor is going to army le..mOrning have to wake up early, send him dere..not going to school..i noe i will surely miss him.. so sad now..hope my kor will find his true purpose in life..and hopefully in e camp he will learn to grow lo..dere is one thing for sure is that i noe he is in God's hand..God will bless him and protect him..so i muz pray for him everyday! others pray for my kor oso k? hehe thanks..feelin better after praying..like Father wisphering to me asking mi not to cry..he's in control of everything~! =D tml still have to work after that..disappointing lei..tot i can have dinner with my mum...since my kor have to go into army..afraid that she will feel lonely..wish that this friday will not come..until thurs can le..cos i want my bs..but dun wan my kor to go..>.< but dont worry! he will come back de..haha..juz now saw e keychain in e box..think shuian bought for my kor ba..face of my kor and her..so sweet..but think she muz be very sad now..and my mum oso ba..cos i already feel like crying liao lei..hope tml wont cry in front of my family..go army only ma! still will come back de la..maybe i think too much le ba..hehe..mind start to play back last time how mi and my kor fight over a com or other thing..haha den he bought mi this and that..i bought him shirt all this..all this will still be in my memories..never be forgotten..2years very fast de! shuian cheer up k? next time bored or wan find ppl to tok to can come find mi k? next time i still can intro u my spiritual family..got a very nice mommy and more~ hoho one thing very curious..does army preach God's word to them ? pray that my kor will come to know him..ar so late le got to go sleep le..nitez nitez~ ^.^

nTh to dO ar~

2005-07-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

Yozzz~ long time never see mi update blog le rite? hoho all of u muz miss me very much ba~ wahaha~ title abit weird ar..cos dunno wad to put oso..today actually plan to go centrepoint repair my phone de..but now phone ok le..think cos my phone i want bring him to hospital le la..so guai guai lo~ not funny..O.o so end up at plaza..cher called mi ask mi go back take wad letter..den so anxious..so i rush back lo..tot wad happen sia..hai~ cher leaving gv soon..mi lei? stay dere and rot? not very sure yet..cos still studying.. and have to cut off my phone line if i quit..tats wad my mum sae la..but i dont intend to..hoho~ maybe look for a better wan lo..but somehow not easy oso..Dad,teach me wad to do~!!
Heard that e someone smoke har..hai~ wad did u promise mi? and u said u dislike smokers..y did u smoke den? u look juz like them..u smell! eeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ cancer and depression only cos u to die faster. =x wad i can sae now is God Bless u..wake up ba..really hope tat she will come to noe God oneday..God Bless my phone toO..that it wont go nuts la..if not dunno will happen without my phone~ ar~~erm..ok...... now have my project to do..its on tourism! and my job is to find information about those places where tourist would mostly visit de lo..izzit? not very sure..haha so late le wor..go sleep le..nite nite~ takecare folks!

aLwaYs deRe

2005-06-29T00:20:00.000-07:00

its been 4 months already..so long le..but stil have a long way to go..about 27/6/05, something bad happen..something that make my dear sidney sad..see liao oso sad..dunno what to sae..but to pray..only God knows how he really feel..and only in Him u will find peace..juz came back from my dear's grandma's hse..sad to see him like this..normally when we see each other we will like smile and like e feeling so different..today when dear come fetch me, first impression when i saw him is like..we are stranger like that..but can understand la..no mood oso ba..dun wanna see him so sad..dear ar..throu this difficult times, rely on Him..for He cares for u..God wants to bind e broken heart, only if u give him all e pieces..and wipe each teardrop dry..only if u look to him..God does not leave us becos we fail to stand..but instead, he draws us back throu love thats in Him that we may find our rest..rem God hears every prayer oh~ nobody sae it was easy..thats y God is here for us! we have to rely on him n trust tat he will overcome every obstacles with us..have faith!

-The presence of trouble does not mean the absence of God-

InitiaL D!

2005-06-19T22:51:00.000-07:00

Thank God for this daY! yeah~ haha that i will be able to go for this family day. so cool lei! Those who nv watch de muz go watch k? haha my kor's gf overslept..so never join us..if not u all can see le lo~ Today wake up very early to prepare my things all this..den went all e way to tiong bahru..hoho after e movie, mi follow them to pool lo..but dunno how to play..so juz sit dere and rot lo.. so hungry at tat time..dun really feel like goin anywhere but to eat..haha cher cher they all go k box den only left mi min and sidney..so we go my somewhere near my hse dere sit sit lo..tok lo..about today's thingy and alot ar. mi and sidney bought one big packet of yohurt drinks...share~ ^.^ so sweet hor? O.o lolololo~ when i reach home i was so tired le~ fell asleep while toking to my mum..pOwer hor? until 8++ den wake up..hehe Tml sch reopen lo..stress again..gOodbye my managerssss~ =D dun nid to see their face liao~ yeah~ now have to study hard for my final year exam le..pray for me k? see where God want me to go..so blank now..dunno where i wanna go oso..feel like going to church now..timetable faster come out so i will noe which day i can have my bs..hehe..Thank God for bringing cher safely back to singapore..thank Him for everything! =)

Bright ba~ wahahaha~

wOrthy is The LamB

2005-06-18T02:21:00.000-07:00

Just now went for e network meetin..more like service...haha at first go dere blur blur..cos late ma..dont noe wad happen oso..juz see ppl crying all this lo..but slowly at e nite of e service..i was touch by God..actually feel like standing up..dunno why have this feeling..but i didnt la..today i put off but they put me work.. at first kind of disappointed la..den try to ask manager to help me..but they ignored me..sunday oso working ar! how to go family day~ >.< feel like quiting lei..like everything crash..hai~ hmm..hehe =D looking forward for tml's service..hehe..dunno when cher will be back..miss her le..like sooooo long nv see each other already..#.# where are u cher cher~ faster come back la..pooh misses u~ O.o`` lasT, juz wanna tell mommy that muz takecare ar..noe recently things happen ar..and not very good..still muz eat and slp well k..I believe God will make a way!
May God Bless e ppl around me..bless them with gOod health..and may God's love continue to shine upon them~ God loves ya! hOw dO i nOe? cOs God lOves me tOo! =D
found e lyrics for e song i like de leeee~

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price you've paid
bearing all my sin and shame
In love you came
Gave amazing grace

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Wash me in your cleasing flow
Now all i know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Sitted on the throne
Crown you now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus son of God
The darling of heaven crucified

Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

foLLowing e riGhT LeaDeR

2005-06-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

y0y0! ate one dumpLing..so guilty now..>.< so late le i still eat! tot it was my little red bean baby~ but no lei..inside got vege, no red bean..ar~~~O.o er hem`` today lots of things happen..i failed to control my temper..failed to obey wad God wants me to do..even shouted at a old lady..many customer complain about me..unhappy with my service..even got angry with God or maybe those people who are with me at that time..(not e manager ar) i even ignored dear when he tried to talk to me about forgiveness..becos of what selena said..i got pissed off..insulting Jesus? hmmm..but after some time, i begin to cool down and think..i know God is always here for me..he watch all this happen..and everything happen for a purpose! i may not know y..but i know..dere's alot i nid to confess..ask God to forgive..important thing is that i'm on e right path! following e right leader..rem of e verse.."all men will hate you becos of me, but he who stand firm to e end will be save.." i rem wad mommy told me..our roads are not always smooth..but to me tat oso teaches us to rely on God..hebrews 2:18--> tell us that God can help us..even when we are tempted..and i noe..he want us to be more like him each day..for God's love is infinite..forget where i read this..says tat if u can love that person..ask God for love..and he will help u..i want to be nice to ppl..i want to do things that pleases Him..i dont want to be like this..cried juz now..cos i noe..i've done many wrong things today..sorry..pray for me! mommy!! anyone ?

--``Follow the lead of Jesus and remember that He is there providing mercy, grace, and help in our time of need.``--

wOoT

2005-06-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

Today is really a greaT daY! Thank God that everything went on smoothly..thought this morning stil abit sian..cos have to wake up early for e presentation..haha plaza got first for e last assisgnement..wOoT! Think very fast can sign in le~ hoho~ den i can go watch free movie liao~ =D After e presentation..some took cab with manager to plaza..cos they working at 9 plus ma..but mi 6pm den start work ar! sob..sob..>.< den i have to go home alone lei! but ok la..tired lo..reach home about 10 plus..cos mi,guang yi and min share cab back to plaza..cos i dunno how to go home from grand..hehe..reach home liao i go play cOm..den go take a nap..hehe if not no energy ar..^_^ About 5 plus me go meet dear..he meet me at Aljunied Cresent mrt..acc me go work..hoho~ den wait for me to take over rc..acc me stand dere..wait for cher to come..(hope she dun go combodia) they want go play pool ma..pathetic me..still have to work..haha anyway..kena flu..dunno why..morning still ok one lei..wake up like this liao..hmm..last nite my mommy told me about praying and armour of God..alot la..last time when i pray..i wont have this thinking that surely God will answer..cos i noe he has a plan for all of us ma..so out of so many only a few being answered lo..but juz now..i prayed about my flu..and that there will be people dere to help me do closing oso..i juz tell myself that believe in Him..and he will ans me..i oso prayed that if dere is anything that i nid to face..juz carry me throu..and yup! He answer my prayer..yeah! haha now so tired..still haven bath..gtg now..nite nite~ thanks cher,sid,mommy,min,feddrick and so many ppl! most of all i Thank God for sending me this ppl..and carrying me throu this day~ =D lalalalalala~~

Thank God!

2005-06-02T20:40:00.000-07:00

Today work at candybar..starting still praying..abit worried..haha cos dunno wad will happen ma..scare kena scolding again..but never la..but when i saw maria..i was like. God pls help me~ >.< hoho~ cos not very good with her..somehow feel that she dont really like me la..maybe i think too much or something..but after that tiong beng come acc me liao~ wOot! and auntie mary too~ wahaha~ auntie mary very nice to me de..haha always help me oso..stupid VJ ar..i drink water he oso wanna sae me..wads e prob man! ask me to top up green tea den want me to carry to carton at a time..siao lei..think i super woman ar? pls lo~ #_# but auntie mary help me..haha after finish arguing with VJ i go top up le..den auntie mary say she help me carry another carton..hoho~ i sae i help her top up e ice she sae nvm..good hor? only sometime she nid my help la~ strOng wor! really want to thank God for making everything turn e other way round..hehe.. and most of all, help dear to find his wallet! he fOund already!! wahaha a guy called him..he even make an effort to call e cc to find dear's no lei! so nice of him..woooo~ maybe sat meeting him to take back..Praise God! hey to that whoever guy is..got a song for u.."waiting for u~waiting for u~" O.O oh ok..haha last nite had my bs with my spiritual mom..and cher too..learnt alot of things..cool lei..but alot for me to memorise..maybe understand? hehe..but cher going off sOon..sob..sob..den will be so cold le..cos nobody entertain us liao..den i dunno what to sae to mummy chew toO..cher dont go la..stay here acc me ar..i pay u la..den u come clean my hse..since so small..good lei! deal anot? =D tml working at floor one..hope can work with my frenz..taKecaRe Oh~ chEeRs!

Its words!

2005-06-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

Just now went jogging..accidently stepped on a cockroach..dirty my shoes lei! O.O ar no la..abit guilty..i give way le eh..den e thingy too kan chong liao..ran to my feet dere..jogging ma..so cannot stop lo..den i stepped on it..ar~~~~*hair stand* ar anyway must learn from cher's doggy..can catch cockroach one..so good hor..dun nid to buy paygon haha~ i found this verse from today's daily bread-->Romans 12:3-16
Later at nite like tat still have my bible study..cher bake cake for mi~ wow~ but think after eating it i will start to gain again..>.< nowadays like very hungry lei mi..always finding something for myself to bite..haiyo~ but 18 le eh..still growing ar..? grow mentally, spiritually and taLL! can le..hoho~ miss ada leiiiiii faster come back la dada~ sob..sob..want sleep liao if not later no energy for my bs..hehe..mOrning everyOne! =D

LoneLy buT neVa aLone

2005-05-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

Today alot of things happen wor..this mOrning went to work..floor 2 opening. then here comes my floor float at 12pm..she was late! ar den nvm..when i go in clear cinema, come out she tell mi she wan break..juz reach lei auntie..#_# so nvm lo..since she insisted..so let it be lo..after 1hr plus..i even have e time to eat lo..den still waiting for her to come back..den she came lo..its like i clear 2 cinema at e same time..so busy..wanted to scold her..but she sweet talk all this..den tell mi why she do tat and where she went..den, aiya forget it la..forgive her.. anyway, about 5.35 dear reach le..den he come meet mi..before tat think i saw bian..cos he turn away..den later look at mi again with tat creepy eyes..haha however still nv tok..dunno izzit him..cos hair style change le..looks like jay..erm.. erm..=x while waiting for min..mi and sidney go food court sit sit..acutally hor, if i nv ask to go hor den wont happen le..he lost his wallet! at LJS den we noe..so he rushed back to see if its still dere..hmm..i not angry or disappointed becos i wallet is lost..juz worried becos of e things inside..its more important lo..dear really lei..but trust that God muz have a purpose to let it happen..cos so many things so qiao lo..after toking to you..hope u feel better ya? found this while reading e rbc webbie..think of wad dear sae few days ago..feeling lonely, but never alone..u are never alone..read, John 6:37 maybe u can check it out at this webbie..cheer up oh~ =D takecare~ wOoT!

LOnely but never aLone

whaT a daY!

2005-05-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

This mOrning all wake up so early..i only sleep for abt 3-4 hrs..so tired now..but think of updating my blog..haha went to punggol cc for bball..kind of sian at first..cos dun really like bball..used to like ar..but not now ba..scare of ball..den went for a walk wif sidney at compass point( juz an excuse so that i can skip e bball game ) hehe^_^ I wanted to buy something for my kor de..cos his bday comin..already have something in mind le..but think only bugis have wad i want ba..my kor going to army sOon..so sad lei..sobx..den at my cousin's wedding i will be so lonely lo..cos no kor acc me le..muz learn to grow up..cannot always rely on him liao..and he got my da sao oso..haha hope my da sao can go..den i wont be so bored le..hoho~ lets continue..haha After e bball game, becos rain wad..so we stayed at e cc for awhile lo..so hungry that time..but cannot wait le..after sometime we decided to mao xian! so we walk to compass point for our lunch..think that time about 3+ le ba..i ate my japanese fish thingy..so nice~ =D yum yum..hungry now..oops. went to sidney's hse to watch passion of Christ.. with min and cher..abit sleepy at that time..so didnt really feel..it was abt 7+ le..so send cher to her bus stop, we walked to near dodo's hse wait for 80 lo..den sidney send mi home..aiyo dear ar, next time if eating alone can call me de ma..i not hungry i can still acc u de wad..spend time talking to God k? rem ur dreams oh..for aLL thinGs aRe pOssibLe! *HugZ PiggY!=D

A pLeasanT mOrning

2005-05-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

Today really work it out! actually still ok la..haha~ cher,bud,min,dear and mi all wake up at 5++ think most of us sleep for only about 2hrs ba..abit tired..we went to macPherson sec dere to take bus 65 to bedok reservoir..fun hor? hoho~ we walk from e bus stop dere all e way..den one round come back..after that we walk to e town park near by..cross e bridge go my ah ma hse dere for breakfast..kind of miss those days when mi and xiao yi will wake up at 4 plus den wash up all this..den go walk..haha sounds like big walk ar..actually wanted to go one..but too late already..we never register..haha so organize myself lo..we saw lots of tortise swimming around..so cool~ some eating those dragon flies..so cruel hor? but wad to do.. this is part of life wad..had lots of fun dere..though halfway throu, min and lester keep complaining..cos bud hungry liao ma..den min bball player lei~ muz be fit one ma..=D next time if u all dun wan go den i ask my lao gong go with mi ba..haha
After e whole thing..we all went home to rest..so tired..even fell asleep when i'm on bus..hehe..at night like that, dear's mom boiled white radish soup for me..yum~ nice wor..haha my mom always make for mi one..cos i like this one ma..hehe..one more i like is watercress(izzit spell like this?)soup..very nice oh~ wahahaha~ *winks so late le..tml still nid to wake up early to go market wif mummy..think better go slp le =) nitez oh~ thank God for helping mi to find e way to my ah ma hse..hehe..cos i have stm one ma..=p=P=p=P=p

saturday!

2005-05-21T23:10:00.000-07:00

yOz! its such a wonderful saturday! last nite have my class bbq..gathering ar..den from abt 3+ we stayed until 10+ i think..thou in between dere are some arugment..but den still quite fun la..sidney help mi blocked tat bike! ouch! it muz be painful >.< but thank God tat everything turn out well..everything was fine..=) after the bbq we went to geylang for supper..we had soya milk and some you tiao..yum yum~ by den already wan die le..too full already..den we head to cher's hse..tat min lo..sae cher cook for mi..so i fast go la..actually wan go home slp one..miss my bed..~ haha overall ok la..had one piece of cheese cake..by cher oh~ ooutside nv sell one oh~ haha den stayed overnight lo..sidney's parent went to pick him up..den mi bath le sit for awhile..chat wif cher den both went to bed already..so late le..think abt 3 ba..hehe..abt 3pm, we faster bath le go meet dear liao..and norman and his wife..ice breaking..haha den we all chat for awhile..after tat go for our service already.. her wife ok la..but looks different from e pic he show mi one..hmmm..look slimmer lo..haha she tok very fast lei..heard tat by looking into tat person's eyes she will noe if tat person is possessed..hmm..can help mi see anot ar? #_# anyway, we will be having bible study wif her..mi and cher..hope in e days to come..God will show mi more about him..tat mi and cher will encounter him oneday..Amen! yeah..i muz stand firm..tat no matter wad obstacles i face, i will be able to overcome wif God..tat he will shelther mi..wif his blessing, i will be a blessing to others! i believe my road wif God will be more meaningful and exciting..=D God bless everyOne! nItez nItez!

g|ve ThanKs!

2005-05-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

JusT came back..juz now mi and min went for a walk..actually meet up for jogging..but end up walking..haha cos i was so restless..dont feel like jogging..maybe lazy ba..not enough sleep oso..@_@ yesterday tried to update my blog..but press on something den whole thing gone..no inspiration..so nv re-write le..hehe..had my nwf exam paper yesterday..kind of disappointed wif myself..but now ok already..anyway its over wad..so wad for keep reminding myself i did something stupid yesterday? den say somethings stupid too..haha make people around mi worry for me..s0rry ab0ut that! gomae~ hehe.. still have to thank God for helping me thr0ugh e test..helping me to recall things i've learn..and helping me to see that i sh0uld trust in him and have confident wif myself toO..h0pe f0r thurs PCA i wont make e same mistake again! muz study hard..h0pe d0nt c0me catch my hair again >.< add 0il ever0ne! thanks for e people wh0 have been praying f0r me..s0rry to let u all worried..hehe..i n0e trusting in him makes everything alright..i'm sure, he will carry me thr0u..juz have Faith!

><((Ephesians 2:4-10))`>

exaM's c0min!!

2005-05-11T21:11:00.000-07:00

soooooo stress! exam eh..heard from my senior tat its quite easy..dunno real anot..but she always dun study de..think shd be ba..haha oops! anyway,whether easy or anot i still have to study..network fundemental lei...my poorest module..ar~~ kill mi pls! ar wadeva~ =p have to study for both nwf and pca..pca is much more easier..surprisingly i noe how to do pca question teacher gave..haha only for some question dunno la..but still ok la..quite ok for mi..think maybe wont be so stressful for pca..nwf i still dont seems to understand..God help mi!! help mi to understand help mi to concentrate..wahahaha!! after next week i will be able to go enjoy le~~~ hoho~ muz go chiong ! go work! den got $$ to spend..hehe..cos dont wish to spend uneccessary $$ den i can go buy my sport shoes..haha den go for my slimming programme..hope can slim my tummy orh..but still exam first! all this only can be done after my exam..wish mi all e best oh~ haha *thick skin* got to go do my things lo~ n|tez ! m|ss every0ne! God Bless every0ne! wOoT!

Come to Grace

2005-05-11T14:28:00.000-07:00

Grace.

A kiss when I deserve a slap.

A debt released.

My wife letting me “off the hook.”

Letting my wife “off the hook.”

A cool rain on a scorching July afternoon.

A warm ray peeking through the dim painted sky.

When I have roughed my knees after stumbling in the gravel, someone who roughs their knees while bending down to look me deep in the eyes.

Someone in the next lane waving me over when I have ignored the “Merge Left” sign for half a mile.

Someone refusing the urge to tell me, “I told you so.”

People refusing to quietly gloat when they did tell me so.

Refusing to dismiss the good in me because of the bad.

A feast when I’m famished.

Hope. Life. God.

The cross.

Inviting us to come.

Grace.

—Winn Collier-

``~Run to God’s grace~``

after a day of work~

2005-05-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

ar juz came back not long from work..kind of bored now..heard news from my kor..he lost his phone..ar! why muz ppl pickpocket? dont they have feelings? dont they know how ppl feel when they lost their things? how childish and selfish of them..feel like smacking e whosoeva. hai..today kind of test huh? learning to control my temper..when i'm annoyed, i juz kept quiet..when i'm kind of pissed off..i juz smile..what am i doin? always mood swing ba..guess i'm getting far from Him now..how i wish i can be as cheerful as last time..but its oso a time for mi to grow le ba..everyone nids to learn to grow up..to start thinking for themselves already..Lord..pls show mi ur way..let mi now ur plans for mi. but i thank God for making this day a meaningful day for mi..i enjoyed working at box today..there is uncle ramlan,chong chong..and one new comers..though juz noe him..impression oso not very good..hehe..den kena disturb by e stupid rooster =x ar anyway..entertain mi ma..haha hopefully i will find my reason for staying in gv..=) exam comin..stress ar..but still cant sit down quietly and read my book..so diao lei..teacher today sae.."if u cant get those into ur mind, at least read!" eh true eh..hoho learnt one lesson..hmm..hope tat in e days to come, ppl around mi will be save..before its too late..hope ppl around mi wont lost their precious things anymore..i will cry man if i eva lose mine..>.< may God's love shower upon each one of us tonite..and refresh our soul as we start another day~=D nitez !

GeNe's BirThday

2005-05-02T21:23:00.000-07:00

hi~ last nite half of our class went to didi's bday celebration..actually we planned to go to e dunno wad steamboat one..but end up nv open..guess it will nv open again le ba..=x heard tat not many ppl noe deres a steamboat thingy dere..hehe after tat we went to ps pizza hut..cos no place to eat le ma..tat time still tell sid sae i wan eat pizza..den really go eat..haha yun and ray ar..cannot tahan..alot of things to sae tat day..O.o toking abt spirit "ghost" all this..make ada cry..so diao lei..first time i happy company's chairman cried becos of this..hmm..guess its e sensor prob la..nothing much..dun anyhow think ar..its only a door ma..after tat they decided to go play pool..but too bad..all full..hoho sooooo good ar~ den i dun nid to sit dere and wait le..hehe..after all, mi,ada,kh,sid,clement,ping,ben shao qiu went to gene's hse to ton..hehe..cos dun really feel like goin home..thinking its holiday..and its rare tat i can ton..so tag along lo..^_^ we go dere watch movie den play e dunno wad game..is like fooling ppl..but quite fun la..haha my didi even brew tea for mi wor..quite nice lei..haha quite memorable for didi ba..hope so..=D in e morning abt 8 we all set off..to our home sweet home~ dear send mi home..so tired le still send mi..so sweet ar..haha anything had lots of fun yesterday..hehe..hopefully next year we all still can gather together to celebrate each other's bday..=) takecare my frenz! mIss all of ya~

test!!

2005-04-28T16:50:00.000-07:00

wad a day! so many test nowadays..stress! juz finish my D com thoery test today..hmm..think cmi liao..hoho cos all those i focus on one nv come out..arg! ar anyway, still have another test comin..its 6-8 one more chapt..but guess this time shd be able to ba..hopefully..haha juz now after e test we had our lunch in school..after that we went to bugis to look for present for our precious didi..haha indeed a precious one wor..didi muz smile more k? jie so long nv see u happy le..see u like tat kinda heart pain..hmm. jie is here to lend u my ear ok? anything juz look for me..=) be strong! glad to hear u say u feel better now..jie next time buy chocolate for u k? haha my silly didi so adorable..mi and ada loves him..hopefully everything will be fine after a period of time..yeah! think positively. ar..so itch again..having heat rash again..more and more..ada say i shd go see doc..of every year like that lei..its a routine ba..dun worry ya? only i can stop my finger from scratching it..hehe..wan look for some light cotton clothing..den maybe will be better..so i wan wear it at home or out..my brain so lag recently..guess i spend too much time in front of com already..all of sudden miss e time when mi and peck peck always so mad about energy and s.h.e haha it was fun..though abit over..hehe..peck peck!! i miss you so much all of sudden.. wonder hows peck now..have she recovered from her heartache and those misunderstanding of her frenz? hope so..Father pls bless her..bless her e peace and joy that she needs..heal her broken heart, and grant her wisdom..lay your hands upon her as she continue to grow in ur grace and mercy. Amen! i want go k box and service! cher muz go with mi oh..=D miss everyone !

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